July 15th, 2017

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"I just feel the heartbreak beating in my chest even if it's not here yet".

It hurts me just to have you cross my mind..

But yet, I'm not attractive in your eyes when I'm covered in tears.

The last thing on my to do list is falling for you.

I'm not ashamed of my crying, but I'm ashamed of what I'm crying for.

I'm keeping myself alive behind his back.

Dark and psychotic thoughts are the reasons that great entertainment exists.

You're depressed because your mind can't let go of the boy who doesn't love you.

It feels like you've been ripped out of my arms, but I can't complain, I'm the one who dropped you.

You're scared to talk to people because of rejection but in reality it's not like they're going to ignore us so were only rejecting ourselves.

I sit here trying to think of something to say.
You lie to me to not hurt me, and I'm better off not knowing anyways.

I really just want to crash into your arms and forget all our wrongs...

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