August 3rd, 2023

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Why do I have so much anxiety when I'm high?
I'm happy where I'm at in life right now.
Isn't it crazy how life is different?
How one single day will never be the same as another?
Your perspective is different every single day even if you're repeating the same things.

Why do I stress about work? Why am I always thinking about work when I'm home?
Omg stop talking shit about everybody. There's no need for it. Keep your rude ass opinions to yourself.
Omg stop judging everyone too.
You act like an angel, but you're no saint.

Why won't my anxiety go away?
What the heck is wrong with me?
I had good grades in high school and bad grades in college.
That makes no sense.
School felt never ending, but once I accomplished it, the time just flies by.

I tell myself it doesn't feel right with other people when you connected with him.

And I also tell myself I haven't felt right when I'm with him because he never wanted to date me and all the other guys want to.

Basically just fucking play it cool like you haven't been hurting about him for the last few months.
Wanting him.
Look buddy its been more than a fucking few months.
You've wanted him since day 1.
You have fucking craved him since day 1.

"That's my baby
Yeah that's my squeezeee" - All I Need by Kid Travis

Let's face it- you and him work better as friends.
It would be toxic if it was more.
He's too crazy.

What if you keep chasing him, keep chasing him, keep chasing him and then you finally get him and you stop wanting him? That would be SO fucking ironic.

Don means as much to me as Austin did.

It would never work with him even if he wanted it to.

You both really just want the single life to chill and do whatever you want.
Both of you don't connect like THAT.
and it's okay Cass.

"Let's watch the sunrise
All night" - All I Need by Kid Travis

Reminds me of hanging out with Paul and we hung out the entire night.
Crazy ass dude only hit me up at night.
And never once made a move.
No he's nuts hahahahah.
I miss my dood.
Text Paul tomorrow !!!!!!!!
That means he's 30 now.

Wow lol.
Omg call Samantha tomorrow what the heck.
Start answering her calls.
She's one of your best friends frfr.

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