Dad don't read this one either.
Tonight was just clearly amazing. I feel so many feeling for him. It's so cute when he talks about the future. And it's never anything short- it's the real long term future. Our inside joke of 2500 days. How that's how long it'll be until the next time we see each other. That's almost 7 years. I'd really love to think that he'd still be in my life then.
We made jokes all night about the raccoons jumping into the trash cans and the recycle can. He had me sooooo weak when he was kissing my neck. And then he slid his hand up my thigh while he was kissing my neck. Every fucking time he kissed my neck... my head would fall into his shoulder.
He knows how to be a tease. He really knows.
"I have never lost control this way. Everytime I lay my eyes on you the butterflies and the urge to just get so close to you..."
I called him the king of over exaggerating and he said "well you must be the queen then".
