March 15th, 2021

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TW: Suicidal Thoughts, Abuse, Self Harm, Mention of Eating Disorders(Anorexia and Bulimia), Anxiety, Yelling, Swearing, Mention of Suicide, Depression




Blaine came running into the house, I was crying into Kurts arms. Burt saw Blaine and ran over and hugged him,

"Thank you for coming." Blaine hugged Burt back,

"Of course, I know trauma and I should be able to help." Blaine came over and sat next to me and Kurt, Blaine placed a hand on my back,

"Lili? You alright?" I slightly nodded,

"You wanna tell me what happened?" I stayed silent, Kurt looked up at Blaine,

"We came home from glee club, and Finn started to yell at Lili saying that Lili was r-wording Quinn and was manipulating her. When I came up Lili was in a ball on the floor crying, I ran to her side, Finn yelled at me for coddling her. Finn didn't realize that he had triggered Lili and the yelling made it worse. Dad came home and told me to call you, and took Finn's PlayStation. Lili's been crying into my shoulder for like ten minutes." Blaine picked me up and began to rock me,

"Lili. You're alright, you're not with Kelly anymore, you're with Kurt and Blaine and Burt, your real family." I nestled my head into Blaine's shoulder,

"Blainey?" Blaine squeezed me closer to him,

"I'm right here. You okay now?" I hugged Blaine,

"Is she here?" Blaine began to rub my arm I flinched as Blaine had touched some unhealed scars,

"Kelly's gone." Burt came over by me and took me from Blaine's arms and sat me down on the couch,

"I saw that, can we see your wrists?" I nodded and moved over next to Kurt, then took off the hoodie I was wearing,

"Lili." Kurt saw the cuts first, then Burt went and grabbed the first aid kit. Blaine sat down next to kurt, both Blaine and I feeling Kurts anxiety. Burt came back and handed the first aid kit to Blaine who grabbed my left wrist and began to clean and bandage them. Blaine moved me to sit on Kurts lap,

"I never realized how light you were. Dad could you get Lili some crackers or something I don't know the last time she ate and actually kept the food down." Burt nodded and went into the kitchen. Blaine grabbed my right wrist,

"Lili." I never realized how much worse the cuts on my right wrist were, they were deeper and more jagged,

"Woah, I didn't realize how much worse those were." Blaine grabbed my hand,

"I'm gonna clean them and it's going to hurt." Blaine began to clean the cuts and I winced in pain,

"Is he hurting you?" I shook my head,

"No, I'm fine Kurt." Kurt hugged me, Blaine began to wrap my wrist. Burt walked back in handing me a bowl of crackers and handing Kurt a freezepop,

"Thanks, Dad." Kurt and I said in unison. Burt sat down in the recliner,

"You're welcome. You want anything, Blaine?" Blaine shook his head,

"No, sir, thank you though." Burt nodded. Blaine's phone went off,

                                               -Blaine's POV-

My phone went off, I answered,

"Hello?" My dad's voice came through on the other side,

"WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU?" I gulped,

"I'm at Kurt's, his dad needed help with Lili." My dad was even more furious,

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