March 25th, 2021

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The moment of bonding between Wes and I was cut short by Blaine running through the door,

"Never fear Nightbird is here!" I had to not burst out laughing, Kurt walked in behind Blaine,

"Don't worry, Blaine didn't go crazy, he just wanted to wear the costume." Wes had stood up to greet Kurt and Blaine, trying to compose himself from his outburst of laughter.

"Thanks for coming. Luckily I don't have class until 1." Kurt hugged Wes,

"Thank you for taking care of her and calling me." Wes hugged Kurt back,

"Of course you're her brother." Blaine sat down next to me,

"You okay?" I nodded,

"Yeah, I'm fine." Blaine wrapped his arm around me,

"You sure? Nick texted me and told me you passed out." I looked at Blaine,

"I'm fine Blaine, I promise." Kurt came and sat down next to me,

"You need to eat something." I glared at Kurt,

"I will, it just takes me time to." Kurt looked at me,

"I love you but you haven't eaten in almost 3 weeks. Eat." I got up and went on the couch next to Wes and whispered in Wes's ear,

"I can't eat. It's too hard." Wes hugged me,

"I get it's hard but you need to eat." I began to cry,

"You guys don't understand. When I was with kelly, if I was ever over 100 pounds she wouldn't feed me for a week and if I was over 105 she'd take a knife a slice a tiny bit of my stomach off." The boys stared at me, I continued,

"You can tell me you understand, but you don't. I can't eat without feeling like I'm going to vomit everywhere, without feeling the pain of having a bit of my stomach sliced off. So you guys can try to help, but you can't. What happened, happened and we can't change that." Wes wrapped an arm around me,

"Yes, what happened, happened. But here's the thing, before you were alone, and now you've got us." I wiped the tears from my eyes and hugged Wes,

"I know, it's hard to adjust to having people care." Blaine stood up, walked over to the couch, and picked me up,

"You're just like me when I came to dalton. Don't worry, it's going to get better."

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