The Lili Hummel Diaries

July 11th, 2021

"I'm serious Sam, I don't like her." Brittany appeared from wherever she was before,

"Ooo who do you like?" I glared at Britt,

"No one." I set down the stack of photos and closed my locker, my phone rang, "Right on time." Sam laughed,

"You and Quinn have daily calls?" I nodded,

"Yes but it's not Q, Kurt calls me every few hours." I answered the phone, and walked outside to the courtyard, "Hey little dude." Kurt laughed,

"Hey Lils, how was history and English?" I sighed,

"Boring as always. How's NYADA?" Kurt laughed,

"Boring, but get this, there's an internship that I'm going after at Vouge." I gasped,

"Seriously?! And be glad to know that I'm eating lunch right now." I could feel my brother smiling,

"Seriously, and good job Lils. Let me guess your sitting by yourself." I shook my head,

"Actually I'm sitting with Blam." Kurt laughed at how I referred to Blaine and Sam, Sam looked up and grabbed my phone,

"Kurt, you're on speakerphone." I glared at Sam,

"Rude he's my twin." Kurt laughed,

"Calm down Lili. Hi Blaine and Sam and whoever else is there." Sam laughed,

"It's just the three of us Kurt." Blaine sat down with his lunch tray,

"Hi, baby." I looked at Blaine,

"Aww." Blaine handed me his chocolate milk, the only thing I like from the Mckinley lunch offerings, "Thanks." Blaine nodded,

"Hi, Blainey."

-time jump a couple of weeks, Lili is walking through the streets of NYC-

"So turn on twelfth street and that'll be NYADA where you'll meet me?" Kurt said something to Rachel,

"Yeah, see you in a few minutes." Kurt hung up and I walked to NYADA. Kurt was sitting on the stairs with Rachel, I ran over to them and practically tackled them,

"Hi!" Kurt practically squealed when he saw me, Rachel looked at me,

"Hey." Kurt noticed that the vibe between her and I had changed.

When school started Rachel stopped talking to me, out of shame or love I don't know, I made an effort to continue our friendship but my attempts always failed. Kurt had made attempts to make us talk to one another but to no avail. Rachel didn't want to see me and was very against me coming out to New York to see Kurt.

"Okay, what happened between you two?" Rachel looked at me, knowing that I promised,

"Not here, maybe when we get back to the loft." Kurt nodded,

"Okay, let's go." We walked back in comfortable silence, after a couple of blocks we entered the loft building. After multiple flights of stairs (remember that!) we entered the loft. After almost an hour of sitting in silence Kurt spoke up,

"Okay, what's going on between you two?" I looked at Rachel who was holding her knees to her chest, I placed a hand on her knee,

"We don't have to talk about this now. If you're not ready to talk about it, Kurt'll understand. Rember he was in your shoes once." Kurt shot up from the chair he was sitting in,

"OH MY BARBRA YOU'RE GAY?!" Rachel stood up and ran to her side of the loft crying,

"She's bi, and judging by that reaction not ready to come out yet." Kurt looked at me,

"Shoot. I should go talk to her." I stopped him,

"Don't, I can see if she'll talk to me." I walked into Rachel's side of the loft,

"Hey." I could hear the smaller brunette crying into her pillow, "Come here, it's okay. He didn't mean to out you. Honestly, I think he's just excited." Rachel looked up,

"Ace." I wrapped an arm around Rachel,

"Ace as in asexual?" The brunette nodded,

"Yeah, I think I'm technically a gray ace but I don't remember." I hugged Rachel,

"You know how proud of you I am?" Rachel shook her head, "I am incredibly proud of you, and how you went looking for information instead of thinking that you're a fuck-up reject as I did. I am so proud that you felt safe enough to come to me and confess how you felt." Rachel nestled into my lower torso and placed a leg over mine,

"You are the best Lili," I smirked,

"I know, now get some sleep it's getting late and I know your tired."

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