The Lili Hummel Diaries

May 4th, 2021

-Lili's POV-

The last thing I remembered was the rope tugging on my neck. I was in this room, it was all white and there were photos I didn't understand, like me and Quinn in wedding dresses, Kurt on a Broadway stage, and there were all these photos of me dressed as Elphaba. A voice formed from the depths of the room,

"Lilian? Is that you?" I somehow recognized the voice as my late mother, Elizabeth. I looked around trying to find the source of the voice,

"Elizabeth? I mean, Mom? Where am I?" The voice laughed,

"Lillian, you're in the in-between. And I'm in the afterlife. You've gotten so big." I sat down on the white tiled floor, trying to take in the information,

"Kurt talks about you nonstop." Mom laughed,

"He was always my little mama's boy. I've been watching over you and your brother since I've died." I smiled and looked up the ceiling,

"I'm sorry." I felt a hand on my back,

"Lilian, don't be ashamed of what happened. Did your Dad ever tell you how I died?" I shook my head,

"No. I mean not yet Elizabeth." The voice let out a small laugh,

"Course he hasn't, you know your Dad used to be such a gentleman. Now he feels like he has to redeem himself after what happened." I looked behind me,

"Mom? What happened to you? Like how did you die?" Elizabeth let out another soft laugh,

"Have you seen the scars on Kurt's chest and legs?" I shook my head,

"I don't think so, he doesn't show either of those much." Elizabeth sighed,

"Of course he hasn't." There was a moment of silence, "When your brother was five, he was playing in the street and a drunk driver came out nowhere, I came running outside and threw your brother out of the way, the car hit me and my skull was crushed by one of the tires. I died on the scene." I looked down to the floor,

"Woah, I'm sorry Mom. I guess that's why Dad's so protective of Kurt and me."

-Kurts POV-

Lili's body was twitching, a lot. They said that the twitching was a good thing, but it was freaking me out.

"Kurt, honey, please go eat something. I doubt Lili will wake up while you're gone, and if they do I'll text you." I sighed and squeezed Lili's hand,

"Lili, I'm going to go eat something. I'll only be gone for half an hour, don't do anything stupid." I let go of Lili's for the first time in almost a week and walked to the lobby of the hospital. Sam Evans was standing at the reception desk,

"I don't get it, why can't I see her?!" Sam was clearly getting flustered,

"I'm sorry sir, but since her case hasn't been to court yet, you have to have family permission to see her." I walked over to Sam,

"Hey, Sam. Haley, it's alright, Sam can see Lili." The receptionist nodded and handed Sam a visitor's pass. As we walked away from the desk, Sam grabbed my hand,

"How is she?" I hugged Sam,

"Still not awake, and they're still twitching like crazy." Sam wrapped his arms around,

"I'm sorry Kurt." I nodded,

"Carole's making me eat something, and I hate not being at their side." Sam handed me a cliff bar,

"Blaine told me you weren't eating, figured you needed it." I smiled,

"Thanks, Sam." Sam stepped into the elevator, I followed behind him, feeling safer going back to Lili. The feeling of the elevator was normal to me,

"How are you doing?" The sound of Sam's voice scared me,

"I'm fine. Just after losing my mom, and almost my dad, it's hard I guess." Sams wrapped his arm around me,

"You ever need someone to talk to, feel free to text me." I nodded and we walked back to Lili's room, Carole looked at me,

"Didn't I tell you to go eat something?" I nodded and pulled the cliff bar out of my pocket, then pointed at Sam,

"I was but I found him in the lobby." Carole laughed and hugged Sam.

-Lili's Pov-

I was staring at the photos, again.

"You know what those photos are?" I shook my head, "There your future, what you would have missed if I hadn't stopped you from passing into the afterlife." I grabbed the photo of me and Quinn and a child,

"Is that? Is that mine and Quinn's child?" I couldn't wrap my head around that Quinn and were going to have kids, and Kurt was going to be on Broadway, and so much more was going to happen in my life.

"It's actually your niece, that's little Tracy Kurt and Blaine's future daughter." I felt like I was being sucked back to reality, "Oh, you're leaving now. Goodbye Lilian, I will miss you."

-Kurts POV-

I was sitting next to Quinn, while Lili was getting her iv changed. Then all of a sudden the twitching stopped, they were waking up. The nurse didn't bother to look at Lili and left the room, I walked to Lili and grabbed their hand.

"Cmon Lili, you can do it. Wake up." Their eyes began to open slowly, and their hand squeezed my hand back. "Jesus Lili loosen your grip, that hurts."

-Lili's POV-

i smiled hearing Kurt's voice and squeezed his hand,

"Jesus Lili loosen your grip that hurts." I loosened my grip because I hadn't realized I had an iron fist on Kurt's hand.

A/N: so ending it there tonight since its 9:05 pm for me and that's late for me. gn guys ill continue writing in the morning. <3