March 16th, 2021

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TW: Mention of Depression, Mention of Suicide, Mention of Self Harm, Mention of Abuse, Mention of Kidnapping, Mention of Anxiety, Mention of Therapy (not sure if that's a trigger but you can never be to sure)




"Do you have others?" I looked at Quinn confused,

"Others?" Quinn nodded at my laptop,

"Original songs." I nodded,

"A couple." I closed my laptop and put it back in my backpack, Quinn sat down on the piano bench next to me,

"Maybe someday you could show me them." I smiled then heard the bell ring,

"Oh, I have to go to math." Quinn nodded and I left the auditorium and went through the rest of my school day that the author didn't feel like detailing.

-Later that day-

"Finn, you said that you had your ballad prepared, correct?" Finn looked up at Mr. Shue,

"Uh-huh." Mr. Shue nodded,

"Great, would you like to show the group it?" Finn nodded and stood up,

"Sure."

"We'll do it all

Everything
On our own

We don't need

Anything
Or anyone"  Finn grabbed a stool and sat down in the center of the choir room,

"If I lay here

If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?" 
Finn looked over at me,

"I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough" 
Rachel seemed to be getting annoyed that her boyfriend was singing a ballad to another girl,

"If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told

Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life"
  Quinn, who I was sitting next to, grabbed my hand,

"Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own"
   I placed my head on Quinn's shoulder,

"If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told

Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life" 
 Finn looked over at Rachel,

"All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see"
  Finn looked over by Kurt and me,

"I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?"

Finn ended the number, Rachel looking really annoyed,

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