Bucky pov
These last few weeks with y/n had been amazing. Even whilst I was sat at the kitchen table ' reading ' a book i was really thinking about y/n, I held onto every moment we had together.
She was exciting and random and everything that made me enjoy life but my heart still pulled everytime I saw her skin, all the scars I caused her.
They made me feel like she could never like someone like me, a monster." hey buck" Steve walked to the coffee machine breaking me from my daze.
" hi"
" so are either of you or y/n going to tell us how she ended up in your clothes the other week?" The whole team had been pushing it, they hated being in the dark but y/n didn't want to talk about it.
" no Steve and stop pushing it, its not fair on y/n" I stood up and walked out to the garden for a bit of peace.
Looking out onto the trees I saw y/n, she looked so beautiful right now.————
These last few weeks with bucky were amazing, I held on to every word and every touch of his.
Even him just squeezing past in a tight space sent me weak at the knees and red in the face.I wanted something good so bad but my mind and body were still holding back, I still had the nightmares about him back in hydra but then when I'd wake up he was the sweetest person you'd ever meet.
It was so confusing.So as always I sat in the garden in my trees, in a beautiful summer dress that showed off my body in the best way and made me feel like £1000.
" Hey dee" bucky made me jump but my body was instantaneously calmed by his soft face.
" hey bucky I'm making a daisy chain, would you like to make one with me?" His face lit up at the invitation and he sat straight down infront of me.
" so how do I do it?" I had a daisy chain crown on my head which he seemed to enjoy.
" okay so you pick a long daisy from the ground, use your nail to push a hole through the stem and then push the other daisy through and repeat until you have what you want" I smiled, times like this felt so innocent and right for me. For us.
" okay I think I've got it". He actually did get it, apparently he was good at everything " umm y/n I was wondering if you wanted to get lunch with me later " his face went red as he continued with his flowers.
" with the whole team or just you and me" he had the stomach of a lion but the nerves of cat sometimes.
" just you and me, not a date just food " he smiled at me with hope.
" yeah id love to, we can go when you've finished your daisy chain so you can have a necklace" he smiled back up at me happy with himself for asking.
" so where should we go dee?" Bucky and i walked together back to the compound ignoring everyone near us.
" let's start easy with some pizza, everyone loves pizza then maybe a drink?" My mind wandered back to the date I had a while ago, I knew bucky would never do that but my panic was higher than my rationality.
He saw my body and mind begin to invert at the thought of public drinking again." how about we buy some drinks from the shop and we can drink back here?" I was immediately brought back into my happy self, he was like a mind reader.
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" what pizza do you like dee" we went to a nice pizza place, not too childish but not too expensive." I like chicken fajita with jalapeños please" I loved spicy food ever since I left hydra where they gave us slop for food.
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manacle bound
FanfictionThis is a y/n story but your nickname is ' dee' Bucky Barnes is one hell of a soldier. Enemies to lovers. kind of slow burn, kind of not it depends how eager I am to get into the action. smut of course. tw- mentions of abuse and torture None of thes...