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i don't believe last night really happened. i mean it was just a kiss, why am i making such a big deal out of a little innocent kiss.
i guess it just felt like something way more than just a kiss- i don't know it's confusing.
i have to tell Von though, this shit is eating me up inside. i've been thinking about telling Von since it happened.
i don't believe in keeping secrets in my relationship, we never done that and i'm not tryna start.
when i came back to the house last night everybody was sound asleep or in their rooms unwinding. Von was sleep when i came back.
we got into an argument and we went to sleep downstairs in another room leaving me in our room by myself.
i'm so sick of this , it's these petty ass arguments for me. every fight we have is about something so stupid.
i often find myself sitting and reminiscing back to the days when our love was strong. i just want my baby back, this ain't him. i know for a fact this ain't the man i fell inlove with. at night i don't know who's laying beside met.
and we barely even talk now, the only times we do is when we're arguing or disagreeing about something. and that's becoming a everyday thing.
i hate it, it's so annoying.
if he's tired of me he can just tell me, yea it'll hurt me but i'll be fine.
i kept hearing notifications go off making me look over seeing Von's phone blowing up from texts.
"well i wonder who's texting us" i said to myself picking his phone up punching in the numerals to my birthday unlocking his phone going straight to his messages.
Asian: i just touched down, come get me from the airport❤️.
ohhhhhhh, wow.
i blinked my tears away tossing his phone on the floor somewhere.
yea, i hope it's broke.
i thought this trip would strengthen my relationship, it's just tearing it apart more.
"hey baby." i spoke as Von entered the room mugging me a little.
"where you goin dressed like that ?" he ignored my greeting looking me up and down.
i turned around looking at him like he's crazy.
"you haven't spoke 3 words to me all day and when you finally do you question me about- i can't believe you at all." i rolled my eyes waving him off walking out of the bathroom.
"youn hear me talkin to yo ass g ?" he grabbed my arm pulling me towards him.
"Von please let me go i don't have the energy to fight today, this shit is so draining." i groaned lowly trying to pull away from him.
