Unstable

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(Tubbos pov week later)

'Hey Jack!'
'Hey Tubs what's up?'
'I'm thinking about visiting tommy soon. Wanna come?'
'Sure.'
I picked up my bag filling it with gapples. Maybe Wilbur could use some for when tommy woke up. I picked up my compass seeing it slowly move.
'Wait what..'
Tommy was moving. Yet I hadn't heard any news about him. Wilbur would tell me if Tommy was awake. He wouldn't keep me away from him.
'Tubs you ready?'
'Has there been any news about tommy?'
'Not that I've heard off.'
'The compass is moving I haven't used it in a while so it can't be broken.'
'Let's just head off don't worry.'
I packed the compass hoping it wasn't broken it was the only thing I had of him. We soon set off to Wilburs house.
After a while of walking we soon got there.
I walked inside.

'Wilbur?'
'Tubbo I suggest you leave.'
'I'm only here to visit tommy then I'll go.'
'Not a good idea.'
I looked behind at jack he was just as confused as I was. There was only two explanations Tommy was awake and didn't want to see me or he was gone forever.
'Is he ok?'
'Please leave. And take that traitor with you.'
'Traitor?'
'Who do you think helped Niki bury tommy alive. After tnt-ing him.'
I moved away from Jack getting out my dagger which I only carried for protection.
'Tubs don't listen to him. He's lying.'
I looked behind Wilbur to see a figure behind him. I ran down to them seeing them not realise I was there. I ignored the shouts coming from behind me as I caught up to the figure. I stepped on there cape stopping them walking.
'G-get off b*tch..'
I recognised that voice. I quickly spun the figure around pulling down there hood.

'Tommy.?'
He was back to being human. I could tell he hasn't been awake for a while he looked so frail and I hated it.
'Thank good your awake.'
I pulled him into a hug holding him close. I had missed this.
'Tubbo get away from him.'
'I'm not going Wilbur.'
'He's not how he used to be. I would be careful around him.'
Tommy wouldn't hurt me he was like my brother. I kept hugging him ignoring the warning from Wilbur. That's went I felt someone push me against the wall.
'Ow tommy..'
'Where were you..'
'What?'
'I was waiting for you to come and you never did. I waited..'
'I was busy. I didn't have to stick around just watching you be still.'
'I waited..'
His hold on me got stronger as he pushed me further against the wall. I watched as Wilbur tried breaking tommy away from me.
'Tommy let him go come on.'
'He needs to forget me I don't want him to remember me..'
'You can't hurt him you need to calm down and let him go.'
'I can't..I can't..'

I saw tears form in Tommy's eyes he was scared.
'Tommy I'm sorry. I wanted to visit you but I thought you might need some space.'
I felt his grip on me loosen. Letting me away from the wall.
'Go back to your room tommy try to calm down ok.'
He left me and Wilbur alone. I took a deep breath calming down myself.
'What was that about?'
'Tommy's been having issues adjusting back to his normal life. He doesn't trust anyone easily anymore and only likes me to be around him.'

'How long has he even awake.'
'A week.'
'Why didn't you tell me?!'
'He's mentally unstable you wouldn't have helped!'
I watched tommy appear behind Wilbur tapping his shoulder gently. He turned around.
'What's the matter tommy.'
'I-I don't like them here..'
'It's ok I'm getting them to leave. Your safe don't worry.'
He pulled Tommy into a hug making sure he felt safe.
'It's time to leave tubbo.'
'No im not leaving him again!'
'Tubbo.'
'I'm not leaving!!'
Tommy flinched back getting pulled closer into a hug by Wilbur.
'Please your scaring him.'
'He's my f*cking best friend!!'

(Tommy's pov. ⚠️throwing up⚠️)

'He's my f*cking best friend!!'
I held into my ears trying to block out the sound. Wilburs grip on me tightened as he tried to protect me.
'Tubbo leave now.'
'I want to be here!!'
I flinched back feeling everything getting louder and louder.
'Shh tommy it's ok..'
I felt Wilbur running his hand through my hair.
'Tubbo you are stressing him out please stop.'
'He needs me here!'
'S-stop..'
I could hardly hear my thoughts everything was over powering.
'P-please stop..'

I felt my legs starting to get weak underneath my feet like a thousands of needles pinned into them. I felt the air get away from my lungs. My whole body was shaking I couldn't take it anymore.
'Tommy listen to me your safe..'
I covered my ears trying to block out every sound. Nothing worked everything pounding my head every second. I quickly ran to the bathroom falling out of Wilburs grasp. I couldn't keep it in any longer. I slam the door shut locking it behind me. The vomit pooled in the toilet, as I herled up my lunch. My stomach clenched in pain. I couldn't stop it just kept going causing me pain the longer it went on.

'Tommy?!'
I heard Wilbur trying to open the door I wanted to unlock but I could barely move. I closed my eyes leaning against the wall. I watched as the door swung opening exposing a very worried Wilbur. He quickly rushed over to me.
'Tommy can you hear me?'
'I-it..hurts..'
I felt him wrap me up in a hug wiping my mouth with a tissue.
'I'll get you some water when your back in bed ok?'
I couldn't say anything in fear of throwing up again. All I did was nod but he understood. He picked me up taking me back to my room.
'Your ok. I think you just panicked too much for yourself to handle.'

He placed me in my bed letting me get some rest.
'S-sorry..'
'Hey don't worry. You don't have to apologise.'
I watched as he went to get me some water but all I needed right now was dad. I knew Wilbur wouldn't leave me alone how would I get him here.
'W-Wilbur..'
'It's ok I'm here.'
I sat up gently trying not to go to fast. I fell against the wall needed something to lean on.
'C-can..can you..get..dad..'
'You want philza?'
'T-techno..'
'Tommy you sure? I mean I can't really leave you in this state. You look pretty bad right now.'
'F-F*ck you..'
'Fine take this. If your in trouble when your here write it and I'll get it immediately.'
I looked down at the book he placed on my bed.

'Try it.'
I opened it a wrote in it. I saw a bright next to me as Wilburs pocket lit up.
'See so if you need me write in it and I'll come straight away.'
I nodded making sure he knew I understood. He soon left ready to get dad.

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