I will always love you....

Chapter 46

Warning tendency of suicide!

Y/n POV
(When we wanted to do inside, our bodies collided with an invisible wall, my hands pressed against it swallowing hard, not wishing to turn around.)

Y/n: Wha- what is this? (My voice trembled and I knew the answer. But I still asked. Then confirmation was coming from Bellatrix. Her evil laughter filled my lungs, making me desperately searching for oxygen.

Bellatrix: You really thought I would leave a work undone? (She was almost laughing with tears. We will both facing her begging her with our eyes to let us go. But a part of me wanted it, even desired it.)

Y/n: What work? (I found myself saying. Bellatrix smirked at me playing with her want continuously between her fingers, followed by a glaze setting upon Draco.)

Bellatrix: Draco knows (She was doing it on purpose. She was trying to trigger something.)

Bellatrix: Right Draco? (I looked at him. His face was pale and his jaw was tended with anger. I knew that kind of anger. Anger that you can't unshackle, like the others were the key, and didn't allow you to release it. I slowly shook his hand, his eyes were fixed on his aunt. Murderous eyes)

Bellatrix: Ph, I'm sorry Drake. (Her voice couldn't possibly  be trusted, eyes pierced through me and then through him. She was waiting to do something.)

Draco: What? (He asked confused, surprise escaping mistakenly through his voice.)

Bellatrix: For this-

(Her hand raised and casted a nonverbal spell, Draco's body thrown a couple of steps back. He desperately searched for his wand, but Bellatrix laughed and took it with a quick spell from him without blinking. Draco tried getting up and I gasped when I realise he was caught there with no way out. I was stocked to the invisible wall, eyes terrified.)

Draco: Let her go! (He ordered, but Bellatrix didn't even flinch. She just kept getting closer.

Bellatrix: I will let you go once I have finished what I have started. I'm doing your mother a favour. (She addressed him.)

Y/n: What? (This was to much to handle)

Draco: My mother never desired anything from you! (Bellatrix snorted, curls of black strands blowing in the wind.)

Bellatrix: For Lucius of course. This little bitch will get what she deserves for putting you father in Azkaban. (Tears rolling down my cheeks sobbing loudly.)

Y/n: W-what? Did I-that was what you were so scared to tell me, Draco? Because I can't-

Draco: No, no, no, no Y/n it wasn't your fault!
Please-

Bellatrix: Bullshit! Let's get this over and done with shall we?

Draco: No! I swear to Merlin-

Y/n: Yes (Empty. Nothing holding me back preventing  me for keep living.

Draco: No! Y/n, I won't let you do that!

Y/n: Y-you can't stop me Draco. (I cried.)
Do it already! (I yelled)

Bellatrix: Sorry for you I won't kill you. (My face fell. Time stopped.)
But I will make you suffer. Crucio!

Draco POV
Draco: No!!
(I yelled, eyes couldn't open themselves as I hear her soft voice that once told me she loved me, was now screaming like the whole world would end. Her body for sure collided with the cold, hard floor, endless screams echoing through my head. My heart pulsing my blood, tears string down for the second time in my life. I love you I wanted to say, but I knew she wouldn't hear me no matter how much I tried. I just stood there like a fool, to being able to watch her. An innocent soul tour her without mercy.)

Y/n POV
(Millions and millions of daggers pierced through my body, but no blood was shedded. No words were spoken. Even if I had many sitting, waiting for me to release. Only my screams were auditable. Only pain. A wave of sorrow. And I found myself begging, pleading for her to kill me already. To spare me from this world. And I thought- if it was my choice. How the world would of been, how our existence would of been. No- not existence. Life. A term I never experienced yet. But I would have. In another life perhaps. A life with friendship, family..... love. The list would go on and on. But why waste my time thinking of something that is never going to happen? But why would I focus on the present? Why would I want to focus on pain? There is no answer. Life is a question, a equation, and you never know when it hits you, forcing you to take a rescission that you will probably regret later...... because of hurry. Because time is precious. You never know when it passed. What did you do today? What did you do today to change this world? To change yourself?
Bellatrix casted the curse, again and again, and I choosed. Because of time. I focused on the present. I focused on life, sometimes it might be impossible, but you need to accept it. I need to accept my designation.

A/n Note
Hey lovelies how are you guys I hope you enjoyed this chapter. I cried while writing it anyways love you all xx