I just had a real headache tonight. I'm sure no other drugs can cure this.
Why ?
Why is this happening ?
" I love you "
He opened the door on the driver's seat and helped me out. We are at the mall's underground parking area. I have no other choice. Believe me, I didnt want to do this.
" I think this is more dangerous "
Bulong ko sa sarili ko.
" huh "
" nothing. "
Umakbay siya sa akin na tumatawa. He put on his shirt and his jersey is underneath then carried his backpack.
Kabang kaba talaga ako ngayon. Nasa 25'th kami ngayon at ang lakas ng loob ni Jared na maglakad sa mall ng ganito. Both of us are walking freely without anything to distract someone from noticing our faces. Hindi ko matagalan ito kaya hinila ko siya sa isang sportswear.
" nervous ? " he whispered beside me as I picked up two black caps and gave it to him.
" yes. Pay this on the counter. Hurry it up. "
Panay ang tawa niya pero sumunod naman agad siya na binayaran iyon. Mabilis akong tumalikod bago pa makatingin dito yung staff sa counter.
" wear this please " I said, as soon as he handed me the other then we both put it on. So weird right ? I dont know.
He is smiling softly at me after he put it on. Inayos ko ring mabuti yung sa akin dahil mahirap na. When I am comfortable enough he held my hand and we continue walking around like that.
" Jared hintayin mo na lang ako dito please. "
Nakarating kami sa clothing line na favorite ko ring puntaham sa mall sa 24'th. Nakakahiya naman kung sasama pa siya. What is he gonna do ? Watch me how I pick my lingerie and stuff ? Get real.
" why ? "
" Jared pwede ba. We should hurry. Pahiram ng card mo. I'll return the money next time. Lets get out of here. "
Tumatawa pa rin siyang binigay sakin yung card niya at sumandal na lang sa isang tabi para duon ako hintayin. I grab the first thing I saw then went to their body essentials to buy shampoos and other stuff I need.
This is so wrong. Kahit saang anggulo mali talaga to.
Mabuti na lang at tatlo lang kaming customer ngayon dahil gabi na at umuulan pa. The two other ladies are still busy shopping. The cashier on the counter is looking at me while she process my purchase.
Mabilis kong inabot yung card ni Jared bago pa niya hiramin ito. Maybe I was too obvious but yeah, I'm in a hurry. At yung isa dun baka naiinip na.
" thanks "
I grabbed everything and walked out of the store immediately. Jared is creeping me out. Ang seryoso niyang nakatayo diyan at tinititigan ako mula kanina. Kung hindi ko lang siya kilala iisipin kong gusto akong patayin ng lalaking to.
" you need anything else ? "
" no, this is good enough. Lets go back. "
" dont be so nervous baby. "
" why ? you dont feel nervous ? "
" No. "
Well yeah, they never ran out of confidence. Pinamadali ko na siyang maglakad para makabalik na. Wala siyang angal nung pabalik na kami at ako pa rin ang nag da drive. Tahimik sa loob ng sasakyan pero alam kong nakatingin siya sa akin at nakakapit sa handle.
