Soundtrack for this Chapter
Intentions:
by Justin Bieber ft. Quavo
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I cant find words and my mind is having trouble functioning well. I constantly glance at our hands as we walk here at the parking. Napa pikit ako sa stress nung mapadaan kami sa kotse ko. Tumawa din siya dahil dumiretsyo kami sa dala niyang sasakyan. Iba nanaman ang dala niya ngayon sa mga nakaraan na dinadala niya. I stopped thinking about how rich this guy was. Nakaka intimidate lang.
We stopped on his car and I was about to open the door pero hindi pa rin niya binibitawan yung kamay ko. Nagtataka akong lumingon sa kanya at sobrang kakaiba ng ngiti niya.
There was a light tension when I looked at him but I know I was longing for it too. I think no words are needed, and to put it simply I smiled back at him and bit my lip for this stupid feeling. Of course he did not see that. Sobrang higpit ng yakap niya at hindi ako makaimik. His head is on my shoulder and I can feel him laughing while he buried his face on my jacket.
I am constantly trying to think why he is acting this way. He told me he misses me and I knew that. But why is he acting like we havent seen each other for so many years ? Tsaka nagkita naman kami sa school nila kanina.
Nanatili siyang nakayuko habang nakayakap sakin. Hindi ko siya gustong pahirapan pero may problema talaga sa height difference namin. I have to say my height is tall for a girl. Last time they check my stats at the lab, I weigh 112.44 lbs and my height is 180 cm or 5'11 in feet. Naalala ko nanaman tuloy na underweight ako. My BMI is not normal.
Anyway, Jared is too tall compared to me. Thats why he has to lean down to put his head on my shoulder while he hugs me na hindi ko naman alam para saan. I dont know, he just hugged me and chose to do this alam niya namang hindi kami magkasingtangkad.
" I missed you so much " I felt his nose on my ear and that sexy voice registered on my ears again. Why did he have to whisper at me like that ? Is he doing this on purpose ?
" Jared where are you going ? "
" anywhere baby. Kahit saan mo gusto mo "
" you will go here without thinking where you will go next ? "
" ikaw naman talaga ang pinunta ko dito sa 24. As long as I'm with you I'm going to be fine. If you like to stay here, fine by me "
Tsk, we couldnt get anywhere with this if he's gonna flirt with me here. He softly laughs at my ear and steals a kiss on my neck.
" Jared !! "
That gave me chills and my mouth just hanged open as I attempted to follow him but he ran away and laughs while maintaining distance.
What the hell ? Nagugulat na talaga ako sa kinikilos niya. He slowly walk towards me again and kissed me on my forehead.
" sorry, I couldnt help it. Tara na pala. "
I dont know how to react on this but I dont wanna let him see me like an idiot here. Pakiramdam ko gulat na hindi ako makapaniwala. Can you blame me for that ? I never been close to a guy before, and I havent had any experience on how to fall in love and how lovers act around each other. But that is so intimate. I just couldnt help but to wonder how does it feel to kiss someone on their-
What was I thinking ? This boy is ruining my system.
" Jared saan ka nga pupunta ? "
" I dont know "
He really gives me a headache. I made a deep sighed before checking for my wallet on my pocket. Dino double check ko lang kung nadala ko ba talaga. I need my driver's license.
