He never Cried (ASHLEY 8) ☑

Chapter 31

Chapter 31

When I was still a kid I used to hate Darkness, but as I grew up I found myself loving it. Darkness gaves me comfort and peace of mind, that the light can't.

I remembered begging my parents not to leave my room when I was five years old. I hate it when I see no one, when there's only me, I hate being alone. But then I have learned that being lonely doesn't mean you're alone. You can be lonely even though you are surrounded by so many people, you can be alone too but not feeling lonely at all.

Habang tumatanda ako, mas marami akong natututunan. But there's one thing that I can't seem to learn how to do it, it's unloving Abraham. I know it was wrong and not healthy from the very beginning. I should've stopped myself as soon as I get to realized that I am in love with him, but I didn't. I let myself love him more each day, I let myself fall harder to him with every things that he do, I let myself drown.

I have so many burdens in my shoulders, so many questions in mind, so many unspoken thoughts... at hindi ko alam kung ano ang dapat kong unahin.

"Baby, still sleepy? I already cooked breakfast..." malambing niyang bulong habang hinahalik-halikan ang aking balikat at leeg.

But Abraham, he's one of the reason why I am still fighting, why I can't give up just yet. Abraham himself gaves me hope and courage without him knowing about it. I want to spend my life with him for as long as I live, is it too much to ask?

"Hmm.." I moaned and didn't bother to open my eyes.

He stopped kissing me, gumapang ang mainit niyang palad sa aking bandang tyan. He slid his hands inside the shirt I am wearing and gently caressed my skin as he hugged me from behind. Nakatagilid kasi ako at nasa likuran ko siya.

"Heart, baby, you'll be late."

Para akong nabuhusan ng malamig na tubig ng maalala kong may i-me-meet kaming kleyente ngayon. Napabangon ako ng wala sa oras at natatarantang tumayo mula sa kama, hindi na pinansin pa si Abraham. Baka kasi mas malate ako kung papasinin ko pa siya, I know myself too well, I am more than willing to be late just to spend more time with him, so I forcefully stopped myself.

Halos liparin ko ang kama at ang banyo, I took a brisk shower and then wore my clothes immediately, hindi na ako nag-abala pang mag make-up, dumiretso ako sa kusina para kumain.

Naabutan ko si Abraham na hinahanda ang mesa, he is pouring fresh milk in our empty glasses. I can't help but admire him more, even this early in the morning. He is just wearing a boxer shorts, sleeveless white shirt and an ampron. His muscles, biceps shows and tensed with his every move, which makes him look so hot.

Napakagat labi ako at pansamantalang hinayaan ang sariling wag magmadali. Dahan dahan ko siyang nilapitan at niyakap mula sa kaniyang likuran, he didn't saw me earlier, dahil nakatagilid siya sa kinatatayuan ko kanina.

Mukhang di naman siya nagulat sa ginawa ko, he even tilted his head to my direction, leaned down and kiss me on the lips.

"Breakfast?"

I smiled and gave him a peck. "Yep, thank you."

He pouted, trying not to show his smile and then kissed me again. The kiss we shared didn't lasts, siya nga mismo ang humiwalay, siguro dahil alam niyang mala-late na ako pero mukhang mas gusto ko pang makipaghalikan nalang kaysa sa kumain.