Selena is a twenty-three year old girl living in New York with her best friend James. The two have been best friend since they first met in kindergarten. In the company they work for, James works as the CFO for the Management board, while Selena is...
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I watched as she sighed to herself and ran a hand through her damp hair. She looked frustrated and it was obvious she was contemplating what to do.
I watched as she looked up at the ceiling inside yourself again. It was when she brought a hand to her eyes that I realized she was crying.
I was quick to approach her and cup her face in my hands as I frowned at the sight of tears brimming.
"Don't cry. Please don't cry." I say lowly.
"I can't do this." She says with a shake of her head.
"I can't do this." She repeats but in a whisper as if she were reminding herself and a huge part of me was praying that isn't what she was doing.
"Yes you can baby I-"
"No Killian I can't. I cared about you a lot, I really did and somehow you always found a way to let me down. Whether it was with your actions or words you somehow hurt me over and over. I loved you and it hurt feeling like I was second. You always said you would prove to me but you didn't. I always came second like some backup when your main priority didn't go as planned and I don't want to be that. I'm not perfect so I can't say I deserve everything but I know I don't deserve to be a second choice." She says as a few tears fall down her cheeks.
My thumbs are quick to wipe them away because I hate the sight.
"It's not going to be like that anymore Selena. I know I've promised before but you don't understand how miserable I was. And don't ever say you're not perfect because in my eyes you are. You're more than perfect and you do deserve everything. You deserve honesty everyday and someone to remind you how beautiful you are and how much you mean to them. I'll be that person to you. I will. I need you to know that I love you. I don't care if you're yelling at me about how stupid I am or annoying or any sort of insult as long as it's you. I'm trying my best to sum up my feelings but words can not describe how empty and alone I felt. I hated it Selena. You left me. You ignored me and you did everything you can to avoid speaking to me or even looking in my direction and that hurt. I hated knowing how upset you were and I hated myself for being the reason behind it. I can't give up though. I'm too selfish to let you go because I now know what it would be like without you entirely and I'd lose my mind. I need you babe. I can't lose you, I can't." I say.
By the time I finished I knew I had tears welling up in my eyes and it took nearly everything for me to not cry in front of her.
I felt out of breath but that's because the words were spilling out of me in a quickness so she couldn't interrupt me, I needed her to hear me out.
My body is sent into a sense of relaxation when I feel her hands on my biceps.
She looks up at me with uncertainty in her eyes but nonetheless I can see a glint of relief in them.
She surprised me when she stood on the tip of her toes and crashed her lips against mine. Her hands pulled me closer to her as my own hands moved down to her hips to hold her as close as possible.
