Breaking The Wall Of His Insecurities ✔️

part : 15

Half an hour passed. Omru and Anika were sitting on a bench whereas Shivaay was standing near the door. He didn't move a bit from his place. After a minute doctor came out and told them that Priyanka is fine

"Miss Oberoi is fine. You guys admitted her at right time otherwise it could be risky to save her. You can meet her after an hour", completed the doctor and left from there. Shivaay looked towards Omru and Anika who were sitting with each other. He then realised his words and action. What did he just do in anger? He recalled his words and looked down when he noticed Anika's eyes. She cried but when after he questioned her tears she didn't cry. He looked down in regret, he know he created a blunder in anger.

"Om Rudra you guys should go home", ordered Shivaay after clearing his throat. He can't let them know that he wants to ask forgiveness and talk with Anika alone otherwise they will tease him again but it is not a matter to make fun

"No ways Shivaay if you want us to go then even bhabhi will accompany us", said Om holding Anika's hand like a brother. Anika looked towards Shivaay who is trying to send Omru out to leave him with her. Anika sighed as at least Omru are there to save her from him

"Om I don't want any argument. Go with Rudra. Anika will stay here", he said. Anika looked toward Shivaay with wide eyes. She is not understanding what is left for him to say? She knows it's her mistake but it's unintentional as she didn't know about her allergy

"Why? Want to insult her more? Even you know Shivaay she was unaware of her allergy", shouted Om on Shivaay.  Shivaay placed his hand on his mouth and looked towards Anika who was looking at them. He doesn't want to create disturbance in the hospital by stretching matter again. And with Omru she may think that they helped him

"I promise I will not say her anything. I am already guilty so if you can then leave us some time alone", he pleaded. Om nodded and asked Rudra to come with him. Rudra tried asking him for reason but Om shut his mouth and went from there.

As they left Shivaay sat near Anika who was looking towards Priyanka's ward to hide his gaze. She doesn't want to talk with him otherwise she may back answer him. Shivaay sat near Anika in regret. He tried holding her hand when Anika stand up and walked towards another side. She is hurt by his words. He questioned her upbringing and her class. Anika looked towards Shivaay who was coming toward her but she don't want to create any scene so she started walking outside

"Anika wait a minute please", he called but Anika didn't stop and ran outside. After coming outside she went near one corner and waited for him as she know he will come there as well. Shivaay ran towards her and held her shoulder which she jerked angrily

"Shivaay how can you forget we were going to marry? Tell me? I know it's my mistake that I added cashew but... How can you think that I will plan something? Anyways if you need proof then let's go to Oberoi Mansion I will eat dosa in front of you", said Anika looking in his eyes angrily. She was scared that time to see Priyanka state otherwise she is not the one who will keep crying

"And you are lucky that I didn't answer you back otherwise I would have showed you what type of girl Anika is. Just because you are an Oberoi doesn't mean that your upbringing is right and mine is wrong. I have seen many rich people committing crimes. And middle class don't forget after some time Priyanka will belong to the same class ", Said Anika angrily showing her finger towards him. She controlled her voice as it was a hospital and they should not raise their voice here. She cries that doesn't mean she is not strong like before. She is not independent. She just kept quiet as Omru were there. Shivaay was shocked hearing her reply for a second but smiled when she completed.

"I will not. If you want I will eat that in front of you without any question if it satisfies you", he said which confused Anika. What does he mean by satisfying her? And for what does he want to satisfy her?

Shivaay asked Anika to sit on a nearby bench and held her hands which she was about to take back but he didn't let her. Anika didn't try a second time even though they need to understand each other

"I don't want all these. If you are marrying me by comparing class then what is the need? ", Asked Anika and looked aside as his words hurt her a lot. She thought he don't care about cast and upbringing but he does which hurt her

"I know I am sorry for that I didn't mean any word. And I promise I will never say anything after this. See I am like this since childhood and don't care anymore except for his family. From childhood, I saw fights only. Sometimes rival's attacked us and most of the time my parents fought with each other

It hurts when I saw 2 lovers fighting..  every day. Priyanka used to cry daily so I started pampering her. From childhood, she became my life. I hate my father and his mistress because of whom we suffered. I am really happy to see you fighting for yourself. Don't let anyone break this attitude of yours", he said with guilt which is visible in his eyes Anika looked towards him when he said that. Is he happy to se her back answering him?

"To back an answer?", Asked Anika in confusion to which he nodded and looked towards her hands which he was holding. He don't know but from the day he started holding her hand he started feeling unknown peace

"Hmm as my mom never back answered when my dad used to..", he said but stopped in the middle as if he started talking about the past he will cry. He wants to tell her about his past as she should know everything but not here as it's a public place

"I am sorry from my heart I will never repeat the same. You can take much time you want but one request never compare me with my father I am not like him", he said in low voice. Anika could feel pain in his voice. She recalled that she questioned him about his parents didn't tell him how to respect him?

(In the last part)

"My mother told me the respect I will respect you. It was just my anger...  I really can't change this within a day but I will try. I hate it when bade papa says what if I become like my father?

I.. I promise I will never. I just love Priyanka a lot. I can't live without her. She is the only one who can understand my feelings without even saying a word. I want to give her the happiness which she deserves. It's difficult for me to say her goodbye but I know I have to", he said with a sad chuckle. He doesn't want to send Priyanka out of this house but he can't stop her as well

"Even Daksh love me and Priyanka too but if he will get to know about her condition he will trust me. He will not blame me without hearing my side which you did. Talking about tears which you called crocodile tears so let me tell you even I was also worried", asked Anika angrily and waited for a minute when she didn't get the answer she stood up and tried to go when he pulled her. With a sudden pull, Anika's body hit Shivaay's body. After a few seconds, Shivaay realised thier position and stepped back

"S..sorry", he whispered looking down and continued

"I am sorry for blaming you too. I will be happy if he will believe you. I know you were worried so was I. I have only one person left who is related to me from blood. She is also going away from me.. when I got to know her she is in danger I lost my temper and said those words which I don't mean. I really don't mean those", he said trying to tell his feelings, and why he reacted in that way but not understanding like Omru. He looked at Anika who was hearing him
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