Breaking The Wall Of His Insecurities ✔️

part : 27

After talking with Gauri Anika was about to leave their room when dadi called her inside.

"Jii dadi jii. Do you need anything?", Asked Anika softly. Dadi shooked her head and gave her one diary from the drawer. Anika looked toward dadi being confused as no one gives their diary to anyone like this

"This is written by Pinky. Shivaay's mother. She gave me this diary a day before her death.. their death was well planned by her but she asked me to give this to Shivaay's wife if she care about him. I know that you do so read it ", dadi said and caressed Anika's cheeks. Anika smiled and placed her hand on that diary softly

"This is for me? Why? ", Asked Anika

"Because Pinky wanted Shivaay to become a nice person. I know he is but at that time he was a child so she wrote this to make him understand how much his mother suffered. You don't know anything about his past so read it", replied dadi

Anika closed her eyes tightly when she remembered that day when Shivaay told her everything related to his past. If she was in his place then she would have killed herself too but he stayed strong And took care of Priyanka too

"Jii dadi I will read it today", Anika replied and went from there
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Anika entered thier room and closed the door lightly because noise may disturb others. Anika turned to see him sleeping because of tiredness. His hands were holding his laptop and his shoes were still not opened. She smiled and placed the diary on the table and moved towards Shivaay. She placed the laptop aside on the table after taking it from his hands and opened his shoes. She was helping him to lay down when Shivaay opened his eyes

"W.. what are you doing?", asked Shivaay sitting back in his place with wide eyes. He made a safe distance between them and asked

"Are you fine", he asked. Anika nodded and covered him with a duvet.

"Nothing just helping you to sleep properly", replied Anika with a smile. Shivaay noticed that Anika arranged his shoes on the rack. After coming back she washed her hands and sat on the bed

"Why? You should have asked me to do the same ", questioned Shivaay. He didn't like when Anika placed his shoes on the rack which was his duty to do so. He thought he will open them after completing work but maybe due to tiredness he slept.

"How can I disturb you? ", Asked Anika while raising her eyebrows. Shivaay shooked his head immediately and answered

"You didn't. Instead, it's good that you woke me up. I have some work left I don't know how I slept", Shivaay said and searched his laptop near him but didn't find anything. He then looked towards the table and found his laptop safe there. He sighed in relief and was about to pick laptop but Anika stopped him

"Every time work is not important Shivaay. Watch your health too. You need rest so sleep. I will not let you do work. Do I have that right?", Asked Anika after placing her hand on the laptop to stop Shivaay from picking the laptop up. She understood from Omru's words that he always skip his meals and sleep due to work but now she will never let him do so. His health is her priority now

"Yes, you have. Ok, will do it in the morning. Can I? Or you will stop me to do that too?", asked Shivaay and layed on the bed again. His eyes are drowsy, he knows he needs sleep so he shrugged off the idea of arguing back 

"Great even I will read this in the morning", replied Anika after picking the diary up to keep it safe in the drawer. Shivaay recognised that diary with one glimpse as this diary was very special to his mother. She never let anyone open this but how can Anika get it then? He thought

"This is my mother's diary hana? Who gave you?", asked Shivaay surprised as he thought his family burnt this diary along with their bodies and other things but no this diary is safe. He walked towards Anika and snatched the diary from her hands. Everything related to his mother is very precious to him