Breaking The Wall Of His Insecurities ✔️

part : 38

"Then stop them yourself with love", Anika said in a cold voice and left from there. Shivaay looked at her confused by her behaviour. He felt bad as its the first time they fought and she behaved rudely to him, he want to ask her but is scared what if she replied rudely and said what she should not? He can't keep quiet otherwise she may feel he doesn't care

He ran behind her and stopped her in middle by holding her wrist. Anika looked back at him and found worry lines on his forehead. She sighed as she now understood that her behaviour will not change anything till she will ask him to

"Come", she said and walked back towards their room. Shivaay followed her and closed the door behind him. Anika placed a Packet of tablets on the table and looked at him. Shivaay took one second to realise what are these medicines and understood that somewhere she is angry about these medicines

"In the morning I found these near your pillow. I thought these were heart medicines and placed them on the table but Om came inside our room after a minute and told me these are sleeping tablets and if someone takes it daily it is a very dangerous drug", Anika told placed the medicine box in his hands

"I thought you take it very rarely but this box cleared my misunderstanding. You already have this poison enough for the whole society. 5 packets. If you want more then ask me I will buy you more", Anika said angrily. She sat on the bed and looked aside

"I didn't even know that you take these medicines too. Cut me if I am wrong", Anika said with the hope that he will tell her that she is misunderstanding him but her hopes broke when he looked form which irked her.

"I don't know anything regarding medicines as I never felt the need to take these. Om said we can't buy these easily as these are high doses and we need a doctor's prescription. Didn't anyone question you? ", asked Anika trying hard to control her anger. Her last conversation with Omkara made her realise that this man is out of mind too. Not even Om knew about him. She was hurt when Om told her that if not her then definitely Shivaay take these. She could have trusted him if Om didn't show how harmful these medicines are on the internet

"No, I ordered them so nobody questioned. And I didn't know..", told Shivaay but Anika interrupted him in middle

"What do you mean? Don't you know sleeping medicines are harmful? At least accept your mistake", Asked Anika angrily. She took a long breath to control herself. She doesn't want to lose her temper today otherwise it will lead to a fight which she doesn't want. She waited for his answer but when he didn't she turned and found him looking down and reading whatever was written on the medicine packet

"Do you consume these medicines daily? Or you just take these whenever you don't get sleep?", Asked Anika in a soft voice. Shivaay looked towards her and then ground again

"Mostly daily as many things remind me of my mother and I get nightmares. I don't think there is any solution to it so I started taking these to get nice sleep", he told and sat beside her. Anika smiled and filled a glass of water for him

"You can overcome it Shivaay. Doctors are there to tell you about your disease ", Anika told him and gave him water to drink. Shivaay nodded and placed medicines as well as the medicine box on the table. This is the first time that he is regretting taking sleeping pills. He thought he would make their life easy but today he realised he was messing it more

"Don't ever take this if doctors don't allow and sorry for my behaviour. The way Om told me the harms of these pills I became very scared and angry. Even Om is", Anika told

"Don't behave like this ever I. . I was scared I thought you don't like me staying with..", Shivaay fumbled while talking about his thoughts. He thought she is angry because of Mohit and she heard half conversation but Anika interrupted him telling her issue