Breaking The Wall Of His Insecurities ✔️

part : 28

"Fine but not now, please. Talk whatever you want but here please", Anika pleaded looking in his eyes with a pout. Shivaay nodded and looked at the diary that his mother used to hide from everyone.

"Ok but don't be scared. For once if you will try to fight with your fear then you will never fear water again", Shivaay suggested

"Not now please I want to sleep peacefully ", Anika said. Shivaay nodded and opened the diary. Anika looked towards him who already maintained a distance from her but how she is supposed to read her diary from distance now? She moved towards him and held the diary from one end

Shivaay looked towards Anika who sat beside him and held the diary. Thier arms touched. Shivaay stared at Anika whose attention is on her diary

"Shivaay one thing I want you to understand before reading this story is that this is past which should not affect your mood. You matter a lot to your family", Anika said looking into his eyes. Shivaay smiled because she is not related to him by blood but still her every word is affecting him. From her replies, he is finding his reason to live. He can now find his existence in someone's life

"And to you?", he asked

"For me too ", Anika said and placed her one head on the headboard behind him. Shivaay flipped and opened the first page as they were staring blank page a while ago

Hey, diary. I am Pinky Shakti Singh Oberoi writing this who is just married now to my love. Not today but a month ago. Shakti Ji is the man I dreamt of. I am happy that finally we are married now and we can call ourselves a couple. He cares for me and my wishes a lot. This family is best too mummy Ji treated me like her own daughter and jethani Ji is also very loving. Jeth Ji too but he is mostly busy.

Even I am because I am a housewife. I wanted to do a job but Shakti Ji said we have enough money I don't need any job so I agreed. I thought we can spend a lot of time together but most of the time he is in the office so thought to write a diary whenever I get time.

"Anika see didn't they love each other", Shivaay asked and looked towards Anika. Anika found innocence in his eyes when he asked this. She doesn't know the answer because it's just the first page that too from Pinky's side.

"Don't know but Shivaay look he didn't let her do the job. That was her right hana. Even you are rich but didn't stop me for once so maybe mom was an illusion", Anika replied not knowing what to answer his questions. His eyes always hope for a positive answer but she can't answer anything here because she had never met his mother before

"Mom.. you called her mom for the first time", Shivaay said

"Yes because she is our mother", Anika replied and made herself comfortable near him. She is falling for him more and more daily which she is realising every second. She knows if she has to change his thoughts then first she should make him believe himself. Once he believes in himself he will never think low about himself

"Even I stopped you to open thela. You liked doing that hana?", Asked Shivaay thinking that even he restricted Anika to open thela. Are those same or not?

"Honestly a big no. My dream is to become the best designer, not a thela worker. I used to open thela because I needed money. My salary was never enough to pay for my family's needs. The school fees of Sahil and Daksh college fees, and Gauri's University fees were too much. Now after a few months, Gauri will complete her degree and get a job but those days were difficult. Even Daksh will complete his studies soon. So I know you stopped me for my betterment and I am very happy with this restriction", Anika replied and remembered those days when people used to insult her for a single mistake. Now the situation is different because of his money but she doesn't want to use him for her benefit. She wants to grow herself without his money