Breaking The Wall Of His Insecurities ✔️

part : 25

"Nothing", he said and looked at her again to ask did he made a mistake but from Anika's expression, it looked like nothing happened. He was about to ask when he heard the knocking sound of the door

"I will open it", Shivaay said and walked towards the door in slow steps. Anika wished it to be someone else than Samar because if Samar got to know about her then he will create a problem

Anika tried checking who is there but Shivaay was standing in front so she was unable to see him. After a minute Shivaay came inside his cabin with a few files. Anika sighed in relief when she noticed Shivaay alone

"Who was there?", asked Anika

"Few clients. They gave me a deal so these are deal papers. I thought Samar Rajput will get a deal but I got the deal. I am very happy!! ", Shivaay exclaimed in joy.  He sat on his seat back and noticed that she is looking tense. Is it because he tried going close to her? He thought

"Why are you tensed? Any problem? Or is it because of me? I am sorry that time I didn't realise when I came close. From next time I will....", Shivaay tried explaining his actions but Anika interrupted him

"It is not because of you. And it is your right Shivaay I don't have any problem with you. I am comfortable near you and respect you because you earned that. Stop explaining when it is not needed. I can understand your actions. It will happen someday. We are a married couple all these things are normal", Anika told him in a soft voice. Shivaay nodded understanding her but why his mother was not comfortable with his father? He is his blood only then why does Anika feel safe with him

"Blood always shows their true colour", Shivaay heard Tej taunt in mind and opened his eyes with a jerk. He looked towards Anika who was making some designs on a drawing book.

"She always says that she is comfortable with me but even my mom was comfortable with dad first t...then after my birth, everything changed. What if I also changed after the birth of my children? Or what if I liked someone else? She is so innocent I don't want to cheat her", Shivaay thought and shivered thinking about his future. He wants his married life to be happy not like his parents. He even watched Tej shouting at Janvi and Janvi drinking wine because of his love for business

If not Om and dadi then Janvi would be drinking wine now too.

"But bade Papa never cheated Badi maa", said his mind. Shivaay held his head in frustration. Anika noticed his changed behaviour. She won't know what is happening but she is sure that something is worrying him

"Shivaay.. what happened?", asked Anika and placed her hand on his shoulder. Shivaay jerked her and turned towards her in fear

"N... nothing I am fine", Shivaay replied and started working on the laptop again. Anika wanted to ask something from him but stopped herself because he need some time

"Ok ", she replied and continued sketching designs for Shivaay's office. She wanted to ask the truth from him but don't know how as she know Shivaay will not tell her if she will ask something from him directly. He always tries to look normal in front of everyone when he is not. Even he deserves happiness

"I have to do something to make him happy", thought Anika
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After some time they heard another knocking sound. Shivaay replied come in without looking upwards but Anika was looking towards the door. She prayed to God that Samar should not come here. She sighed in relief when she noticed Omru coming inside their cabin

"Good evening bhaiya and bhabhi", shouted Rudra after entering Shivaay's cabin. Shivaay closed his laptop and glared at him angrily

"This is my office, not Oberoi mansion Rudy and for your kind information very few people know that I am a married idiot", Shivaay shouted angrily and banged his hand on the table. Anika looked at him in horror as she never thought that he will get angry in just a small matter whereas Rudra rolled his Unaffected with Shivaay's anger.