Breaking The Wall Of His Insecurities ✔️

part : 24

"Yes, I trust you. Regarding you so yes I think the same. You are also a very nice girl. I met many girls but never liked someone's personality as I loved yours. Regarding men so I don't know if every boy is different or not. Neither I want to know because people forget everything when they see beautiful things. Like they forget old things after getting new", he replied as per his thinking. Anika smiled hearing his reply. He is a genuine person who respects everyone which is impressing her from the time she met him

"But relations are not like this Shivaay. Not every man will cheat on his wife after loving her. I think your father never loved your mom. Not everyone leaves their old things because they saw something more beautiful than that. Sometimes we save some things till the end of our lives", replied Anika while looking into his blue-green eyes which are very much attractive.

"Sometimes. I just wish we live like this forever without any fights as I am scared of fights. What if our fights resulted in a divorce or I cheat... No, I will not but I don't want to fight with you", Shivaay told his fear to Anika with a worried face. Anika pulled his cheeks because of his cuteness when he said that he won't want to fight like a child

"Aww soo cute", said Anika after pulling his cheeks. Shivaay pushed her hands and stand up awkwardly. He thought she will reply normally but here she is making fun of him which is embarrassing for him

"That day will never come we will never let us reach till court. But sorry I can't guarantee that we will not fight. See we will have fights but we can try to promise each other that we will not extend it. Every couple has fights. It depends upon that particular couple how they manage thier differences

We should try to understand that small fights are important in married life", Anika replied when she noticed him standing there awkwardly. She regretted that she pulled his cheeks without his permission. It looked like he didn't like it but controlled himself

"This is what scares me. I don't like when someone orders me or restrict me to do something. I can't control my anger. For me business comes first which can be the reason for our fights", he told his fear while looking into Anika's eyes. Anika stood up and held his shoulders. Shivaay looked toward her hand as he felt a kind of peace with her touch. He thought to place his hand on hers but shrugged his thought thinking that it's not needed

Shivaay closed his eyes tightly for a few seconds to calm himself and to make up his mind to accept her as his wife. "I should behave. She is my wife. She has every right on me. I can't stop her. I have to change myself", thought Shivaay when he remembered what he told her on the first day when they were talking about marriage. He is realising now that the way he insulted relations was a bad thing. He should have behaved

"Shivaay", called Anika loudly to get his attention because for the past 2 minutes he was lost in his thoughts. Anika guessed that somewhere it is related to them but she can't ask the same of him because of his nature which is very difficult for her to understand

"H... hann what happened?", he asked without looking at her as he want to talk with her more but he is not having any conversation in his mind. He wants their relationship to become that much strong which can fight any problem

"Nothing I was just saying it's ok. I don't have any problem with your nature", replied Anika and passed a smile towards Shivaay. She is relieved now that at least Shivaay will trust her over Samar. But she is confused if she should tell him everything or not. What if he doubted her? What if he believed Samar?

"No... First I have to talk with Gauri regarding this... This person is very dangerous. I should stop Shivaay to believe him as well but first I have to
Stay away from his sight to get proof against him. Then I will tell truth to Shivaay", thought Anika And looked towards Shivaay who was working on his laptop. He looked tired but still, he is working because of work pressure

Anika filled a glass of water for him and gave it to him. Shivaay looked toward Anika when she gave him a glass of water herself without asking

"Have this then we will have lunch too", Anika said after handing him a glass of water. Shivaay nodded and then continued working on the laptop. After a minute he asked Anika if she is ready to make designs

"Yes tell me when I can start working?", asked Anika in a serious voice. Shivaay answered that if she is fine then she can start working from tomorrow. Anika nodded but she started thinking about Samar

"Bass he should not stay here I can handle other things", thought Anika

"Fine I will work from tomorrow then", replied Anika
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In the evening Shivaay thought to take a leave as he know Anika is bored with him. He is working and she is just pacing here and there in his cabin or reading a few files and magazines for time to pass. He looked towards her now and noticed her hair falling on her face. She was reading one magazine with full concentration. Shivaay closed his laptop to look at her for some time.

Her brown eyes are very beautiful. He stood up and took a few steps towards her. When he reached in front of her he bend and tucked her hair strands aside. Anika looked at him with a jerk. She didn't realise when Shivaay came in front of her and was adoring her. She looked down in shyness as his presence is affecting her from the day she started admiring his personality. She know if she stopped him then he will regret his actions and will never come close, she won't have any problem with him because she already took this decision when she said yes to this marriage

Whereas Shivaay held her chin and made her look in his eyes. Anika looked in his eyes when he held her chin. She passed a smile towards him which relieved him that he is not wrong. From morning he wanted to hug her tightly because of her mood. He looked towards her bracelet when held her hands. Anika smiled and placed her hand on his cheeks softly.

He is just like a child to her who doesn't know anything that the world knows. His innocent nature impresses her more. She is trying hard not to fall for him but daily he does something which forces her to fall for his personality. His eyes crave love but his mind always forces him to remember his past.

Shivaay came out of trance when his prone rang because of which he realised thier position that they are very close. He looked at his hands. One hand was holding her chin and the other was holding her hands. Whereas her hand was holding his cheek. He took his hands back and took his mobile to take the call. Anika too took her hand back when he stepped back in embarrassment

Anika blushed when she looked at his figure who was busy on the phone call. She can't hear anything but her raging heart beats. He is taking a step in this marriage, just this thought is enough for her to believe that thier marriage can be successful. They can move forward in this relationship

After some time Shivaay came back and sat on his chair. He looked toward Anika to check if she is angry at him for his last stunt or not but in reply, he got a broad smile

"Are you fine?", he asked

"Yes why?", asked Anika from him who looked aside in embarrassment. He doesn't know why he was tucking her hair when he could have asked. Why he was holding her chin when there was no need for it?

"Nothing", he said and looked at her again to ask did he made a mistake but from Anika's expression, it looked like nothing happened. He was about to ask when he heard the knocking sound of the door.
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