Breaking The Wall Of His Insecurities ✔️

part : 59

"Then I will be happiest", Shivaay told her. Anika nodded and told him that she got the Idea after talking with him. Shivaay smiled to be the reason for her inspiration. Anika went out of the room and came back with soup.

"Now please have something and then sleep", Anika said and sat near him

"I am not hungry. Neither I want to sleep this early", Shivaay replied and moved a bit far from Anika as he was feeling to vomit

"Have it Shivaay... You are not well and you should sleep now ", Anika said

"You can't force me every time", Shivaay told her and turned his face aside. Anika chuckled and turned his face towards her by her hand

"I can", Anika replied and tried to trick him but again Shivaay looked aside

"You can't trick me", Shivaay said, for a second he was lost in her eyes but when he felt a spoon near his lips he understood why she turned his face

"I will not stop till you finish this", Anika warned him and again forwarded spoon near his face. Shivaay sighed he don't want to trouble her much. She already has many responsibilities so he ate after saying

"Let me get my chance",

"Happy?", Shivaay asked after finishing his soup

"Very much. Now even I will eat after some time ", Anika said and gave him his medicines

"Even I said that so you have to eat otherwise I will not take my medicines", Shivaay said. Anika nodded and went towards the kitchen. She was not hungry but after hearing his reply she realised that if he can eat dinner without his will then even she can

"Now have your medicines", Anika said after finishing her dinner in front of him

"I will sleep after having these", Shivaay told as he don't want to sleep now. He want to tell her how much he felt happy when with only one command Anika agreed to his wish, he don't know if she lied or she wasn't really hungry but her actions made him feel happy

"It is good then as you don't have to cry in pain the whole night", Anika said

"I will prefer that or I will have medicines after you sleep", Shivaay said but Anika gave him medicines in his hand asking him to have them. Shivaay ate medicines when Anika assured him that she will not ask him to sleep this much tomorrow and will be there with him. Shivaay layed back with a frown which disappeared when Anika placed his head on her lap. Shivaay smiled and slept within minutes because of the sedatives.

Once Shivaay slept Anika started finishing her leftover work using his laptop. She placed the laptop on her side as Shivaay was already sleeping on her lap and she was having time too. After some time she heard Shivaay's voice who said "I'm nobody's priority, not even her's", Anika stopped working and rubbed his back to calm him. She knew he was depressed before but never thought about how her actions can hurt him

She started to think about their previous conversation and guessed that maybe he said that for her. Even if it was not for her she want to be the first one to make him her priority

"I am here Shivaay", Anika whispered near his ears in a soft voice Shivaay opened his eyes a little and then slept again after passing a smile. Anika's face paled as now it is very difficult for her to leave him like this
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In the morning Shivaay woke up and found himself hugging Anika and his head on Anika's lap. Anika was sleeping with her head on the headboard. He stared at her face for a minute, her innocency and sometimes bossy attitude impressed him. Nobody tried to handle him the way Anika try to handle him, and neither did anybody touch his hair. Nobody even cared if he had his dinner or not.