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"why would you take ur hair off?" My brother asked as i sat on his hospital bed.
That night of when he got shot still replays in my head.
I thought i almost lost him too.
I didn't know what i would do if he did die. I swear i would of run to a bridge and jumped down off it because I'm not staying in this world by myself.
I know i got my grandmother but my brother is also family and ion wanna loose none of them i don't wanna suffer so if i kill myself first then i won't have to see her die.
"Because they were ruined."I shrugged going on my phone looking at the people following me on Instagram.
"Mmh that's weird." He said with a frown in his voice.
"Why is that weird?" I asked raising an eyebrow looking up at him.
"Because when you do ur hair ur self it stays for long. For like a month or two." He said causing me to keep stare at him.
"That's shit be making me think that you re did your hair without me noticing." He laughed causing me to smile.
"Kayeron, do you love me?" I asked calling him by his real name and not his middle name.
He looked up at me stopping from laughing.
"Why you asking that?" He asked.
I shrugged my shoulders.
"Just asking." I said standing up from his bed he pulled me back on his bed.
"Baby sister of course i love you." He said kissing my forehead causing me to smile.
"Even with this-- this Disorder?" I asked.
He nodded.
"I love all your disorders." He chuckled and i starred at him sideways.
"I got other disorders? Appart from my social anxiety. And my Separation anxiety?" I asked him confused, because i don't recall having other disorders.
He nodded sighting.
"I know i promised momma i wouldn't tell you. But i think is time for you to know." He said causing me to start worrying.
"What's my other disorder west." I said starting to feel like crying.
"You got..." He looked at me before hugging me.
"You got Emotional anxiety and speach difficulties." He said as i stopped crying.
"Oh. I thought it was sum worst." I said shrugging.
