~Decisions~

~chapter 24~

As I sit on the couch with the guys my phone goes off multiple times. I just look at it from the coffee table to the couch. "Aren't you gonna check it?" Jimin asks. I look at him. I grab my phone and click it on. It's from jimins account that I'm being tagged in. I scrunch my eye brows in confusion.

"Me and lydia are sadly no more! Limin is over! We fought constantly! We would sometimes get physical! She probably didn't tell you that part but we did! I mean I love her! But it just wasn't a healthy relationship! She's beautiful, and sweet, and super kind! Has a heart for everything! I broke her heart, not the other way around! Please don't hate on her! I loved somebody! I fell in love with somebody! But I cheated on her! Yes I did! She's one to keep private! I am too but I can't about this! You need to know the truth! And it pains me to admit that I fucked up with her! The one I would've loved to marry! She doesn't deserve any of this! I'm so sorry lydia! Have you ever heard the quote "we started with a simple hello, but ended with a complicated goodbye" yeah this is how it's going. I love you forever lydia!

Sincerely,

   Park Jimin <3"

I get done reading. A tear slides down my face. I then look at the comments.

"No! Limins over!?"
"She wasn't that pretty anyway!"
"You can do much better without her Jimin"
"She was ugly"
"She should kill herself so the guys can go on living their lives"

That comment hurt. I set my phone on the table without thinking of shutting it off and walk to the bathroom. I shut the door and let out a silent sob. They are right. I should just kill myself and let them live. My thoughts are interrupted. I stop my tears flowing and wipe my face as I open the door. "What?" I say like nothing happened. "We seen the comments" jungkook says. "I don't really care about the comments" I whisper to him. I look at Jimin. He looks at me and his eyes soften.

"You admitted the truth of something not even the guys know" I say to him. He looks at me. "They just remember seeing red spots and bruises but I don't think they knew you were capable of that! You just admitted to it online! Everything!" I practically yell at him. I see Suga walk to the couch and lay down. I look at Jimin. "Thank you. Thank you for just giving me  a peace of mind but not peace" I say to him. I walk out of the bathroom past all of them and walk to the couch. I look at Suga as I hover over him. He wraps his arms around me.

He turns  us over so I'm on my back and he's on top of me as his head rests on my chest. I close my eyes and play with his hair, taking in a deep breath  And somehow fall into a peaceful sleep.

Later that night

I feel kisses being placed on my neck. I slowly open my eyes and see Jimin. I look at him. "What are you doing?" I say. I try to push him off. "Shh don't fight it" he says. "Jimin stop" I say. He sucks on my neck making me moan. I try wiggling away.

"I fucking love you"
"That's a lie"
"It is not"
"Where are the others?"
"They went to get panda"
"And you stood behind?"
"To make sure you are okay"
"What about Liza?"
"I broke up with her"

I stop wiggling. I look at him. "Why?" I say. "Because I realized that I love you" he says. "You broke me" I say to him. He gets up. I sit up. He runs his hands through his hair in frustration. I stand up and start walking away. Only to be pushed up against the wall by the front door. "Jimin" I say. He looks at me. He removes my jacket. He kisses my neck as my hands are rested to the side of my body as his hands are on my waist.

I close my eyes and take in a shaky breath. He sucks on the spot as I let out a moan. "Jimin this ain't right" I say. I then feel his hands slide from the right side of my waist and down touching my thigh I shiver from the contact of skin. His hands find themselves in between my thighs going up. He looks at me. I look at him. He then starts massaging my clit. I grip the stand that's right next to me. He starts whispering in my ear.

"I'm sorry I messed up..but you know you are mine and only mine..if I have to win you back that's fine..but I swear to you I'll do anything to make you mine..even if I have to fuck you.."

I let out a moan as he picks up the pace pumping in one finger.

"To prove to you that I want you back..after all you will be my future fiancé which means us men get to fuck you when we please.."

I grab him by the shoulder as he starts to kiss my neck. I moan. He just turned me on and he's gonna regret it. I kiss him on the lips as he pumps in another finger making me moan against his mouth. I bite his bottom lip. "I'm gonna c-cum" I say. I release on his fingers. He pulls out his fingers.

He rubs it against my mouth and kisses me deeply sucking on my lips. I look at him. He then sucks his Fingers as I let out a shaky breath. He smirks and walks to the kitchen. I let go of the stand. And fix my skirt. I put back on my jacket and straighten it like nothing happen. The door opens.

"We are home!"

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