~chapter 35~

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I wake up the next morning to see my wrist bandaged. Wait what? I turn to the side and see Jimin laying next to me. Wait what?

"Your staring" I hear him say in his sleep as he slowly opens his eyes and turns and looks at me. "What happened last night?" I ask him. "Well you came up to your room yelling about how cruel and disgusting the world is. We then seen you asleep on your bed but then woke up to crying and then seen your wrist all cut" he says. "It's not bad but I mean it still pains  us to see it. We then went to your Twitter  and seen all the hate comments" he says. My phone rings.

Cynthia: lydia we have practice in a hour
Me: yeah I'll be there soon

I hang up the phone. I stand up and throw on a outfit.

I slip on my pink adidas and put my hair in a bun and put on my glasses

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I slip on my pink adidas and put my hair in a bun and put on my glasses. I walk out of the room. I make my bed and grab my suitcases and start packing since I'm leaving tonight to got to Miami Florida for my concert there. I eventually get done and see the boys packed and ready to go. I softly smile. We get into the car and start driving to the stadium where I performed last time for the last concert here in Korea. I take a deep breath.

5 hours later

I've been ignoring  all the guys today. All for different reasons. Some don't even deserved to be ignored but I can't help but ignore everyone. I look at j-hope and see his eyes are watering well he's looking at his phone. "That's it!" I yell. Everyone looks at me. I look at them. I walk to j-hope. I grab his phone and Throw it on the chair and look at him as I cup his face in my hands. "Stop looking at those" I say to him.

"You have people here that love you! You are not ugly hope! I love you and the boys love you! Okay?" I say to him. He looks at me and softly smiles. He grabs me and Hugs me. "I'm your hope! You're my hope! Your j-hope" I whisper to him. "I'm not even mad at any of you so I don't know why I'm ignoring you. I'm sorry" I say looking at the rest of them.

I stand up. "Cmon we have to start getting ready" I say walking to my changing room. The guys walking to theirs. I shut my door and slowly let the tears roll down my face. My door opens and the girls walk in. "Hi babe" rose says. I smile at her. She wipes my tears. "Ignore the haters lydia" Jennie says. "Thank you" I say. "Now we have to start getting ready" I say with a giggle.

Jennie:

Jennie:

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