~Decisions~

~chapter 126~

"WHAT!!?" Everyone yells. I slowly nod my head. "Yeah, somehow he's alive. I saw him with my own e-eyes" I say. "He..fell dead in front of me. I had his blood on my hands" I say as a tear escapes my eye. "We'll figure that out lydia. But right now..your cousin is my priority, not you or Jason" my dad says rolling his eyes. I look at him. I squeeze my eyes shut. I hold my head.

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*flashback*

"Yeah! Well you're not my priority right now! My job is! You're so fucking exhausting!" My mom yells at me. I look at her as a few tears fall down. "I was never your priority. I will never be your priority" I say to her. "Don't you at least love me or care for me just the slightest bit?" I ask her. She looks at me as I look at her.

"I don't care for you at all. You're a burden to me" she says. I nod my head at her statement. I chuckle. "Don't worry mom. I won't be here for long anyway" I say Walking away to my room and slamming my door. I sit on my bed and cry myself to sleep

*end of flashback*

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"Hey are you okay?"

"Lydia? Babe answer me"
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I slowly open my eyes. "Ahh I hate this. These memories are killing me" I whisper. "Lydia Cmon. Take this serious. I'm trying to find your cousin!" My dad snaps. I look at him. I chuckle. A dark chuckle. "Cause I'm not?" I ask. "You think I'm not taking this shit serious!?" I snap at him. He looks at me. "Sorry to disappoint you father. That's my fucking cousin you're talking about. Someone I can't fucking live without. So acting like I'm not taking this shit serious is very rude of you" I say as a tear escapes my eye. He looks at me.

"Lydia I didn't mean it" he says. I nod my head. "Right. And jungkook didn't mean to slap me this morning either" I say to him as I look at jungkook. "You deserved it. For cheating on me" he says. "Oh no. I'm sorry Kookie. After all. I learned it from two of the best people I'm married to" I say in a cold tone. "Fuck you" I say walking away. I walk out of the room and out of the building.

"I hope you don't mind picking me up"
"Or course not Nicole. I'll Meet you at the coffee shop"

I hang up the phone and walk to Starbucks. I sit down and wait for him. A few minutes later the bell rings signaling he's here. I stand up and turn facing him. He interlocks our fingers and walks me to the car. I get in.

"Thank you"
"Of course"

Later that night

I ignore the ringing of my phone. I sigh. "You should answer him" he says. I look at him. "No" I say. "I'm not gonna give him attention" I say. "He's your husband" he says. "I know" I whisper. I let a tear fall. I wipe it. "Don't cry" he says. He hugs me. I hug him back. "You should go back. I don't want them to worry about you and call a search party" he says. I softly giggle. "Tomorrow. Just let me stay here tonight. I need a break" I whisper. He nods his head. I Walk up to the guest room and fall asleep.

The next morning

I wake up. I walk downstairs. "You don't mind dropping me off at my house. Do you?" I ask. "Of course not" he says. I softly smile. "Cmon let's go" he says. I grab my phone from the charger and get in the car. We start driving to my house.

20 minutes later

We pull into the driveway. He stops the car. "Thank you. I'll call you later" I say with a smile. "Of course. I'm always here for you" he says. I give him a hug. I get out of the car. I walk into the house. I shut the door and walk upstairs. I notice Jimins light is on in his room. Is he here?