~Decisions~

~chapter 124~

I turn my head to the source of the voice. Soobin. I sigh. He walks towards me. "Are you okay?"he says. I  pick up my hand. "WHAT THE FUCK!?"he yells. I flinch. "Don't yell" I whisper. "WHAT HAPPENED!" I hear a voice yell. Bang chan. I turn and look at him. "Nothing. Just a little injury" I say. Soobin scoffs. He pulls my hand and walks towards bang Chan."WHAT THE HELL!!" He yells. I close my eyes. "Don't yell" I whisper. "What did you do?" He says. I look at him.

"Hit the wall" I say in a 'duh' tone. "Let's get this cleaned" he says taking me into the room. Surprisingly the others are also here. "Sit. Down." Jin says in a very very stern, deep, scary voice. I sit down. He comes in front of me. "You're very stupid" he says. I look at him. Is he really lecturing me at the moment?

He pulls out a bottle of alcohol and pours it on my hand. I look at it. It's cold but I don't feel no stinging sensation. "It doesn't hurt" he says. I look at him. "I've gotten worse. This is nothing" I say to him. He smirks at me. He starts to wipe it but still nothing. He wraps it up.

I slide my hand from his grasp. I sit back. He looks at me and sighs. "talk to me" he says. "there is nothing to talk about" I say. He sighs. He stands up and walks out. I want to chase after him. Should I chase after him? No, he needs his moment.

I look down. A tear escapes my eye. That's it I'm going. I stand up letting out a sob In front of the guys and chase after him. "Jin!" I yell. He keeps walking. "Stop walking!" I yell. I sob again. "I SAID STOP WALKING!" I yell making him stop.

I sob. He turns around. "I'm sorry" I say. He grabs my waist and hugs me tightly. He smiles. "I'm sorry!" I say crying. "I-I'm on e-edge here" I say. He pulls away and looks at me. "It's okay! Baby I'm sorry !" He says. "Where were you guys anyway. You were not in the room when I went back" I say.  "We just needed some air, so we went to the other room" he says.

Soobins POV

I  was standing behind the wall listening to the conversation and her saying she's sorry. One thing caught my attention though. "We just needed some air, so we went to the other room" he says. I walk back to the room. I thumbs up to the guys. I sit down.

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*flashback*

"Why did she hide this? Not even her dad told us much about it" Jimin says. "Do you know everything?" Kai asks. "What do you mean?" Taehyung asks. I sigh. "Do you know about here life before hand"I say. They look at me. "no one here knows" yeonjun says. "Lydia is adopted" I say. They all look at me. "All she knows is her adopted parents but her real dad is mafia boss. Or ex mafia boss since lydia is mafia queen" I say.

"Her mother died. Her father couldn't raise her properly and decided it be best to give her away" I say. They look down. "How old was she?" Jin asks. "She was only 2" I say. "She was adopted at 3, she thought her "parents" loved her and she always thought. 'I cuddled with daddy' when in realty he would touch her" I say as my eyes water.

"She never knew the good from bad at only 3" I say. "She lived with them on and on and on" Kai says. "At the age of five is when things started to get worse and she under stood, that's not the proper way to touch a family member" I say. "She was raped. Smacked around all over. She met us and enhypen in high school. We all have been bestfriends ever since" I say.

"Her adoptive mother thought that, if her dad really wants to see her. Then him and her adoptive mother get married so lydia is around. The only way she would allow it. And to have her siblings keep this a secret for a long time was very hard. Her real name is lee lydia. Not lydia Nicole. She goes by that because of her adoptive family" I say. "She doesn't know any of this" I say.

"Her real brothers are Lucas. Andy. Kevin. Oliver. Chris. And....Jackson" I say. "She doesn't know that yet" I say. "And she'll find out eventually" I say. "But right now. She just. She can't know" I say again.

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Lydia's POV

we walk back to the room. I rub my eyes feeling tired. I sit down next to Kookie. My dad walks in. I look at him. "Go home lydia. You're tired. The boys will stay with me and help work" he says. I look at him and just stare at him. He looks at me confused for a second. I squeeze my eyes shut and hold my head. I let out a sob.

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*flashback*

"Okay sweetheart go home. I'll be home soon" my mom says. I nod my head. "See you at home mom" I say with a smile. I walk down the side walk only for 20 minutes till I reach the house. I go to unlock the door but it opens right away. "Finally! I was expecting you" I hear my uncle say. I gulp and walk in. "I'm just gonna go to my room and wait for mom to come back" I say walking away. He yanks my wrist. I look at him. "Not so fast" he says. He pulls off my backpack. He walks me to the basement. "Let me go! Let me go!" I yell. "Shut the fuck up!" He yells. I sob.

He lays me on the bed, hovering over me. He spreads my legs and unbuckles his pants. "No please let me go!" I yell. He slams into me. "Stop! it hurts!" I yell. "Please! Stop!" I yell.

*end of flasbback*

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I open my eyes as a fresh tear falls down my face. I see  jungkook bending in-front of me. I sob. I look at my dad. "No. I'm staying here" I whisper. He looks at me. "It's not good for you. Just go home" he says. I stand up. "Nothings good for me dad. But I'm not fucking going home alone! I'm not! I'm fucking staying here okay! So leave it be!" I yell as I walk out.  I let out a sob of frustration as I walk into our private area with a room.

Wow!! Big boom!! I hope you like this chapter though!