~Decisions~

~chapter 88~

DRAMA AND SMUT!? I think yes! 😌

"What the hell are you doing here?" I say. "I came to see you!" He says. "I swear I won't try anything" he says "I don't trust you" I say. "Sec-" I say but get a slap to the face. People gaps all around. The boys all jump up. I look at Jason. "I really hate you for what you've done" he says. I look at him. "I've never done anything" I say. "Your broke up with me" he says. "I'm glad I did" I say annoyed.

"God you're lucky!" I say to him. "You know The hell you put me through?!" I yell as my eyes water. "The trauma I have every damn day because of you" I say. I feel arms wrap around me. "The fear I live with from my fucking past because of you!" I yell. Everyone shocked. " I can't feel like this anymore! It's draining! I'm tired! I'm trying to be okay with the guys I'm with right now! But sometimes I can't because of you!" I yell.

"I fear of having a kid because of what you put me through! Making me get and abortion the day of my birthday! The happiest day of my life but no I fear that day now! Because of you!" I yell. "Dad!" I yell. My dad walks towards me. I look at him. "Have security remove him. And everyone go home. Party is over!" I say. I walk out of whoever's arms were holding me. I walk to my room. I slip off my dress and put on shorts and a t shirt. I take a shaky deep breath in.

"You okay?" I hear voice say. I turn and look at who it is and see my room crowded with all the boys. "I'm fine" I say. "Lydia you aren't okay" jay B says. I look at him. "We arent meant to be okay" I say. I take a deep breath. "In fact we are made to be broke. You just get a close up of what it looks like" I say to them. I walk to my window that leads to the outside porch. I open the doors and walk out. The breeze finding my skin. I take a deep breath as I look at everyone getting in their cars. One of the guards beating up Jason.

I walk back in and sit on the bed. "You guys are acting weird. Just act normal" I say to them. They softly smile. I giggle. "Did you?" Jackson says. I look at him. "If you guys keep doing that I will stop giggling" I say Annoyed. "You said to act normal" Felix fires back. I smile in annoyance. "Are you almost ready to go?" Suga says. I nod. "Wheres Andy?" Jungkook says. I wide my eyes. I run out of my room down the hallway to the other room.

I see him still asleep in bed. I let out a breath of relief. I leave the door open. I walk back. "He's asleep" I say to jungkook. "This entire time" Suga says. "He was very like I forgot the word but you know" I say. "He fell asleep and he's staying here with my dad. We have things to discuss but I'm not doing them here so we are going to your house and be back tomorrow" I say.

1 hour later

I sit on the couch in the boys house. I look at all the boys they just stare at me. "I don't know what I want to do to you" Jin says. "Can I take her first?" RM says. The boys nod their heads. I take a deep breath. "Party party yeah~" I say as I walk upstairs. The boys chuckle. I softly smile. I reach namjoons room. I open the door. I walk in as he closes it behind me. I turn around only to have his lips smash against mine. Both hands on my waist. We walk back words till my back reaches his bed.

Lips still attached as he kisses me hungry. "Tonight you aren't allowed to moan. Nore cum until I say" he says. So do I respond to him or no?. "You aren't responding" he says. "You see I didn't know if I was allowed to answer back" I say looking at his eyes. He chuckles and I just softly smile.

He attacks my lips. "I'm gonna need help ripping off your shirt" he says. "Jimin!" He yells. I let out a shaky breath. "Oh god" I say. I hear footsteps. The door opens and closes. "What happened?" Jimin asks. "Your good at ripping shirts right? Rip hers off" namjoon says. Jimin smirks. He hovers over me as his colds hands find their way up my shirt.

I let out a shaky breath. He grabs my shirt and rips it. "That wasn't my shirt by the way. That was sugas" I say. "We can buy him a new one" joon says. "YOU can buy him a new" I say. He looks at me. "Can I join you" Jimin says. "Another 3 some?" I say to joon. "Who was the first one with?" Jimin says. "With Suga" I say. "Wow" Jimin says.

"Shut up. Joon you should let it be Jimin instead" I say. He looks at me. "That's why I called him in here" he says. "Why are we in your room then?" I say to him. "You can go to jimins" he says. I stand up and run to jimins room. I land on his bed and grab his pillow. I hug it.

"Nope Cmon!" Jimin says. "Daddy I want to sleep" I say annoyed. He looks at me and smirks. "Well daddy wants to fuck you sensless and pound that tight pussy. Make babygirl scream my name. Oh wait you aren't allowed to moan" he says. I look at him. He comes my way and hovers over me.

He attacks my lips as I try not to let out a moan. "This is torture" I say against his lips. He chuckles.

"Aww jagiya. I'm gonna make you feel real good"

Y'all school is so stressful! Smut next chapter! Hope you enjoy this!