~chapter 51~

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TW! MENTION OF RAPE!!

2 hours later

"I'm freaking out it's like if I love them and I want everything with them but I feel like they use me for their pleasure"
"Just calm down okay! Everything will be fine! I know your scared but babe trust the process"
"'Trust the process' okay"
"Okay I got to go! I love you!"
"Me too!"

I hang up the phone. I stand up from sitting on the bench. I walk to the Starbucks across the street. I order all of them caramel frappes and me a vanilla iced latte. I take a deep breath and start walking back to the hotel. I open the door and get in to see them all sitting on the couch. I shut the door and walk to the kitchen. I place the drinks down. All in a line. They walk into the kitchen.

"I'm sorry" I say taking a drink of mine as I set it down and turn and look at them. They smile. "You're just stressed, don't worry about it" Jimin says. I sigh. "Are you okay?" Jungkook says. I look at him. I walk towards him and burry my face in his neck. "I don't know" I say annoyed to myself.

"Lydia when's the last time you were on your period?" Namjoon asks. I look at him. "3 weeks ago" I say. "Makes sense to why you are the way you are at the moment" he says. I giggle. "Can we all cuddle" I asks. "Of course!" J-hope says with a huge smile. I squeal. "Yess!" I say as I walk out of the kitchen. "Oppas Cmon!" I say as I walk to my room and lay on my bed.

I wait at least 20 minutes.

They aren't coming

I groan of annoyance. I turn to the side and look out the window. My eyes slowly drifting off to sleep.

The next day

I wake up only to find j-hope with me. I smile at him.  I realize he's a holding my hand. I go to move it but his grip tightens.  "No" he says. "Oppa. Let me go. I have to change" I say. I go to pull my hand away but it's no use. "5 minutes" he says. I sigh. I lay back down. He holds me. I lay with him, with a small smile plastered on my face.

"Okay Cmon it's been longer then 5 minutes" I say trying to wiggle out. His grip tightens. A little to tight. I let out a whimper. His eyes shoot open and he instantly removes his arms,  as he falls off the bed. I start laughing but then whimpering after. It hurts to laugh. Jin runs to the room.

"What happened?!" He says . I hold my side from the pain. "Nothing, j-hope just fell" I answer right away. "Are you sure?" He says again. I softly smile. "I'm sure" I say. He nods his head. "Get dressed" he says and walks out of the room. I stand up. I grab a outfit and walk to the bathroom. I shut the door.

I lift up my arms but let out a whimper from the strong pain. I decide to remove my pants first. I slip them on. 'I'm gonna have to ask for help'. I open the door. I see j-hope isn't here. I walk downstairs. "Oppa" I whisper. "Yeah?" Everyone answers. "I need help" I say. They all come rushing towards me and I stumble back just a little bit. "I'll help you" Jimin, jungkook say.

"I just need help taking off my shirt" I say. Jungkook grabs my hand and yanks me as I let out another painful whimper. He stops walking. "Are you alright?" He says in panic. "Just be carful" I whisper. He carries me bridal style. "I can still walk, you know" I say. "Eh I wanted to carry you" he says with a smile. I smile.

We reach my room and my bathroom. "Lift your arms" he says. "No it hurts to lift" I whisper. I slowly do so as he slides my shirt off. He looks at my side as I realize it's kind of bruising. "Just put the shirt on" I say. He looks at me. "Okay, but  I'm taking you to the hospital after" he says. He slides on my shirt.

I start my makeup

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I start my makeup. He just combs out my hair. I softly smile. He slips on my shoe. I grab my phone. "Go get dressed" I say to him. He smiles at me. I walk downstairs. Whimpering as I do so. "Lydia I'm so sorry" Jhope says. I smile at him. "Don't worry about it. It's nothing new oppa" I say but whispering the last part hoping they did not hear. "Okay I'm ready. Let's go" jungkook says. "Where you guys going?" Jimin asks. "Hospital" I say. They all stand up. "WHAT WHY!?" They all yell.

"NAMJOON YOU BROKE HER!!" Jin yells in panic. I let out a giggle. "Cause I'm in pain and my side is now bruising. But I don't think it was your fault. J-hope, I was in pain yesterday" I say softly. "I definitely know none of you guys did it" I say with a soft smile. I walk to the kitchen. "We are going" namjoon says. "Then get dressed" I say as I pour coffee. I put in hazelnut creamer. I mix it. I let a few tears slide.

I pull out my phone.

"Princess! How can I help you today?"
"I need you at the hospital in a few minutes Jackson"
"Is everything alright? Who's in the hospital?"
"Nothing is fine. And I am"

I hang up the phone. I take my coffee in one shot. I put it in the sink. I wipe my tears. I take a deep breath. I walk to the car with the guys behind me. I put on the belt and we start driving to the hospital.

In the hospital room

"Can I talk to her?" The doctor says. The boys nod their heads. They walk out leaving me alone with the doctor. She shuts the door and looks at me. Sad smile. "You were raped?" She asks. "Yeah yesterday. I was in the park. After I got done yelling at them. I was in the park. I s-shouldn't h-have l-left n-nothing w-would o-of h-have h-happend" I say sobbing.

"Shh it's okay! We can't stop what happens!" She says hugging me. "He forcefully grabbed me" I say. "That's why you have a slight bruise on your side" she says. "Do you want me to tell them? Well you sleep" she says. I look at her. I slowly nod my head. "I'll do that but you rest okay?" She says. I softly smile. "Thanks auntie" I say. She nods her head, taking a deep breath and shutting the door.

I close my eyes and fall asleep.

Budump tiss!!! I feel so bad for her.

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