Lydia Nicole is a girl at a school who happens to move to a new school due to problem her mother has caused. She meets a group of boys who she happens to bump into well she's walking down the hallway. But school time doesn't last long. Did I mention...
The boys sit in silence after I got done telling them. I stand up and walk away to the kitchen but get pulled back. "I'm so sorry!" Tae says sobbing. I turn and look at him. "Shhh. I'm okay now. I'm here. With a little bundle of joy" I say with a smile. They smile. I wipe his tears. "Seriously, I'm okay" I say to them.
"We are lucky" Tae says. "Very lucky" I say with a giggle. I walk up to the room and change my clothes. I put on shorts and jimins green sweater. I put my hair in a bun. I smile and walk back downstairs. The boys sitting down. Suga laying on the couch. I walk towards him.
I climb onto his lap. The boys watching me. Suga opens his eyes and smirks at me. He grabs my waist and positions me against his member. "Okay no that is torture" I say to him. He smirks. "You look hot in my clothes" Jimin says. I burst out laughing. "Buzz kill" Suga says. I fall back still laughing. "I can listen to her laugh all day" jungkook whispers.
"Yeah, me to" Tae says. "Nice save Jimin, nice save" I say as I look at him. I lay down as Suga lays down next to me and wraps his arms around me. I smile. He smirks at me as he kisses me and I kiss him back. "Goodnight" I whisper. "Goodnight" he says back. I smile and close my eyes as I play with his hair. His hand resting on my stomach. My phone rings and I groan. I pick it up.
"Hello?" "Lydia! The tour is back on! Be here in Florida again tomorrow night the next day, Saturday is your concert!" "I-uhm yeah okay"
I hang up the phone. "What was that about?" Jin asks. "My tour is back on" I say excitedly. "That's great" jungkook says in a not so happy tone. I look at him. "What's wrong?" I ask him. "It's just the baby" he says.
"I'm already a month! I'm pretty sure I'll be okay" I say to him. I get a strong pain as I squeeze my eyes. I take a deep breath. I hear Suga hum a soft melody as I slowly feel my eyes come heavy.
3. Am
I wake up with a huge shooting pain. I sit up and let out a whimper. I walk to the bathroom. I take some medicine. I feel something trickle down my leg. I look down and see blood. "Oh god no" I say. "Not the baby" I say. I get a shooting pain. I let out a painful scream. I lean against the sink.
I take a deep breath and close my eyes. I start sobbing. The door swings open. "Oh my god!" Jin yells. I sob. "It hurts Jin it hurts" I say crying. "Okay okay! Let's get you to the hospital" he says. We get to the car with the others but RM stood behind to clean up the blood and bring extra clothes. I sob. "She'll be okay right? The b-baby" jungkook says. I close my eyes. "I don't know" Jimin says. I let out a whimper. "Shh babe Shh!" Jungkook says.
At the hospital
I sit in bed only to hear the next two words that shatter my world.
"I'm sorry"
Jungkook grabs my hand. I look at him. I softly smile. "You can go home" the doctor says. "Just be carful" He says. I smile.
At the house
I walk in to my room and sit on my bed as jungkook comes and sits with me. The others walk out and leave us alone as I let out a sob. "They said I didn't do anything wrong" I say crying. "I lost the baby. Jungkook im so sorry" I say crying. "Shh. Baby Shh. It's okay" he says.
"We'll try again in the future my love" he says. I let out a sob. I tightly close my eyes. He stands up and walks out of the room with tears falling down his face as I sob. My loud sobs can be heard through the door. I lay down and cry. Somehow I think I fell asleep.
The next day.
I wake up the next morning. I do my hair and makeup. I put on a outfit.
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I take a deep breath and start packing my bags for tonight. I grab my phone and walk downstairs. Jungkook sitting on the couch. He looks at me and then looks away. I don't blame him. I can't even look at me either. I sigh and walk to the kitchen. I pour coffee. I put ice in it and hazelnut creamer.
I mix it together and take a drink. "Good morning" I hear a soft voice say. I turn and smile at Jin. "Good morning" I say softly. He looks at me. "Are you okay?" He says. "I'm okay" I say to him. "Really I'm fine" I say back. How can I be fine though?
"You should go check on Kookie. He's not doing so good" Jin says. "We can't even look at each other" I say to him. "But I don't blame him. I can't even look at myself in the mirror" I say as I look down at my mug. "I don't understand why I have to loose every thing. I lost a baby before. Why why did I have to loose this one?" I say crying.
He grabs me and hugs me. "Maybe it just wasn't time" he says. "I damaged someone's soul and dream of having a baby. He tried, it happened. He's-he's damaged" I say. "Go see if he's okay for me Jin" I ask. He nods his head and walks out of the kitchen. I sigh. I wipe my tears. I go to set the glass on the counter but it falls. "God what is it with me a breaking things" I sob. "It's fine I got it" Suga says. I look at him.
"No suga I can clean it" I say grabbing a towel and picking up all the glass. "Lydia stop" he says. I sob. The boys walk into the kitchen. "I said I can clean it" I say looking at him. "And I said no" he says. I shake out my hands. I stand up. I walk out of the kitchen ignoring the boys. I let out a sob as I Walk out of the house to the back. I feel arms wrap around me as I sob even louder.
"I'm so sorry" I say. "So so sorry" I say. "Stop babe. I told you we can get through this babe. It's okay" he says. "It's not okay! We just lost a baby! You were happy about that! I was happy! The boys were happy! Now I- we we can't be happy! Not without the baby! You know that's what brought us closer" I say to him. He turns me around. He faces me. "I love you. I loved you even before you got pregnant and I love you everyday after that" he says.
He kisses me. I pull away and look at him. I smash my lips against his. He bites my bottom lip making me moan. "I love you to" I say. He smiles at me. "Now stop crying baby please" he says. "Fine. Just because you said so" I say to him. He giggles. I smile. He walks back into the house. He leaves me out here alone. I sit at the edge of the pool playing with the water with my feet.
I fucking cried! Im so sorry! Lydia will get lucky later! But I hope you all like this!!
