~chapter 71~

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"LYDIA!" I hear Jimin yell. I flinch. "Why are you yelling?!" I ask. "I was calling your name like 10 times, you didn't answer! What are you thinking about?" He asks. My brother. "Nothing" I answer. He looks at me.

"You sure?" He asks. "No I'm lying. Yes I'm sure" I say with a small smile. My phone rings. I answer it.

"Hello?"
"Lydia!"
"Ah God Alice why are you yelling!?"
"Lydia! Guess what!?"
"There's a spider in your room"
"No! Lydia I'm pregnant!"
"Y-you are what!?"
"Pregnant!"
"Aww congrats! That makes two of us"
"Agh! Wait what!?"
"Yeah same here!"
"Agh! Omg! Yess! I'm excited! Ahhh! They are gonna be best friends"
"Stop yelling and I know I'm excited to"
"You don't sound excited"
"Sorry I have to go"

I hang up the phone. I walk upstairs to my room. I lay on the bed. I take a deep breath. "You alright?" I hear Jungkook say. "Yeah" I say. "You sure?" He says again. "How many times is everyone gonna ask me that today" I say annoyed. "Hey, no attitude" he says. I role my eyes. "I'm pregnant. But I'm worried" I say.

"Lydia Alice is here!" Jimin yells. "She's pregnant to" I say to jungkook. "But how I'm I supposed to be excited when I have much worse going on" I say. "Lydia, just breath okay! Baby we will get through this" he says. He kisses me. I kiss him back. I stand up and walk out.

"What wrong with you? You sounded weird on the phone and the guys said you've been acting weird to" she says with arms crossed. "Don't do that. And don't act like my mom" I say walking past her to the kitchen. I fill a cup with water.

I take a drink then drop it as a strong pain shoots through my arm. "What happened?!" Jin yells. I sigh. I pick up the pieces and put it in the trash and pick up the water. "Nothing!" I yell. I take a deep breath as I look down at my arms. My wrist bruised from Tae and Felix and now Jason. I sigh.

I look out the window as my eyes water. I take a deep breath. I slam the door shut. I walk out of the kitchen up to my room. I shake out my hands as I slowly feel my walls  closing in. I walk into the inside closet and further down where my perfume is.

I grab a bottle and spray inside the cap as I take a  deep breath. The smell instantly calming me down. I sigh. I sit down in the corner. I see a notebook and a pencil. I grab it and start drawing. Alice.

I pull it out and walk downstairs

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I pull it out and walk downstairs. I hand it to her as I walk outside. I sit down on the chair and stare at the now starry sky. I look at my hand as I see blood. I suddenly stand up getting dizzy as I do. "I really got to remind myself not to get up so fast" I say to myself. I close my eyes and take a deep breath as I walk back in.

"You alright?" Tae says. The others look at me. I hold up my hand as it's bloody. "Yes" I say and walk to the bathroom and rinse it off. I look at it and see a huge cut. "How the fuck did that happen" I say. "How the fuck does a paper cut bleed so much!!" I yell. I hear chuckles downstairs. Would usually make me smile but not right now. I finish wiping it.

I look at myself in the mirror. I sigh. I shut the light off and walk downstairs. "Lydia how far along are you?" Alice asks. "Like 2 or 3 weeks" I say. "What!!" She yells. I flinch. I look at her. "What's with everyone yelling today" I say annoyed. "2 or 3 weeks. It's not that long" I say. "Lydia it's a big deal! When were you gonna tell me?" She says.

"Oh my god. You sound like my dead mother" I say. "Gosh I was gonna tell you when I was ready" I say. "I wasn't even ready to tell you yet, yet I did. Kinda messed up you made me wait" she says. I role my eyes. "I didn't make you wait. You were gonna either way" I say.

"I barely found out today  and I told you right away" she says. "And you didn't" she says. "Exactly! for reasons" I say. She looks at me. "Exactly what reasons?" She asks. "Personal reasons. Not you, not everyone needs to know" I say. She looks at me. "Lydia come on. They can't be that bad" she says with a little chuckle. My face serious.  "Oh. okay. so if my baby dies I guess it's not bad right?" I say looking at her.

Alice: "Lydia I-"
Me: "No cause if my baby dies it doesn't really matter right!?"
Alice: "That's not-"
Me: "It's literally what you just said!"
Jin: "Lydia enough!"
Me: "I'm talking here Jin! Bud the fuck out!"
"That's exactly what you said! Congratulations on your pregnancy Alice! Get the fuck out of our house!"

I look at her as she walks out. I wipe my tears in frustration and walk up to my room slamming my door. I take off my shoes and lay on my bed. I let a few more tears slip. My door opens. I feel arms wrap around me.

Jungkooks POV

"Why would she yell at me like that?!" Jin yells. I role my eyes. "I'm going up there" he says. "No, just leave her" I say to him. "Shes needs to explain" Jin says. "She just did! Did she not!?" I yell. "My fiancé is up there scared for loosing our child! Just leave her alone!" I yell at them. I walk up stairs to her room. I see her still crying, laying on the bed. I lay with her and wrap my arms around her.

"It's okay baby" I whisper in her ear. She relaxes against me. "I'm scared" I hear her say. My eyes water. "I know baby! I'm scared to" I say. "I just don't wanna to loose this baby" she says. "I know my love, I know" I say. I hold her. She Burry's her face in my neck. I hold her. "Go to sleep jagiya! I love you" I whisper. "I love you to" she says. I softly smile and close my eyes as I hold her in my arms. Both of us falling to sleep instantly.

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