~Decisions~

~chapter 34~

The night before the concert(two days later)

"Ahhh h-hoseok" I moan. Feeling his fingers playing with my clit. I moan and arch my back gripping the counter. "Fuck" I moan. "Don't you dare cum. Not yet babygirl" he says. My breathing heavy. He repeats the process over and over. As I'm about to reach my climax He removes his fingers. I let out an annoyed whimper.

"You are such a tease" I say pouting. "What's it with you and the guys teasing me today. I don't like it" I say looking at him. He smirks and sucks his fingers. Kissing me passionately after. "I hate you" I say hopping off the counter. I fix my skirt. "I love you to" he says. I stand up and walk out of the bathroom.

"You guys are no fun" I say with a pout as they all laugh. "I have to head to my house to start packing" I say as I grab my keys. "I'll be back in a few" I say to them. "Jungkook will go with you" RM says. I nod my head. I hate having to have someone follow me wherever I go. I walk to my car. I start it as I wait for jungkook.

5 minutes later he walks out of the house. I can see something is wrong and bothering him but I decide not to quetion it. He comes to the passenger side. He buckles his seat belt. "Ready?" I ask him. He nods his head. "Ready" he says. I smile and pull out of the drive way driving down to my house.

Jungkooks POV

"She hates having to be followed by one of us hyung" I say to namjoon. "I know she does. But we can't let her find out that someone's after her" he says. "You mean her ex boyfriend. She has a right to know" I say. He looks at me. "We are her fiancé's now! We keep her safe! Even if that means keeping secrets from her!" Namjoon yells at me. I look at him. "SHE HAS A RIGHT TO KNOW!" I yell. The boys shocked at my sudden out burst. "She has a right to know" I whisper. I take a deep breath and walk out.

Lydia's POV

I pull into the house. Instantly feeling that something isn't good. I look at jungkook. I grab my gun. "Let's go" I say. We get out of the car as I take my gun off safety and pull the thing back. I open the door to my house. I walk up to my room. "We should start packing the house and loading it up" jungoook says. "Let's do that" I say with a smile.

6 hours later

I see a car pull in. I grab jungkook as we hide behind one of the boxes. I pull out my gun. The door opens revealing the other 6 members. "Fuck you guys" I say out of breath as I get out from behind one of the boxes. "Don't do that okay! Next time call" I say. "Sorry" Jin says. "We finished packing the house I just need to load it all up" I say. We start loading up the car.

1 hour later

I land on the couch in the boys house. "We will unpack all of This tomorrow I ain't doing that right now" I say as I close my eyes. "It's fine babe" Jin says. I smile and giggle at the Nick name. "You guys are freaking me out" I say with a giggle. My phone rings making me jump. I pull it out of my pocket. "Put it on speaker" RM says. I look at him confused as to why, but answer it. I take a deep breath.

Me: hello?
Cynthia: lydia we have to speak
Me: we already are
Cynthia: we have to have a meeting with your band
Me: why?
Cynthia: involving one word, a word you hate! One word you never wanted to hear or feel coming soon
Me: you mean the disbanding
Cynthia: yeah..lydia it has to happen in about 3 years
Me: can't you push it back to 4 or maybe even 5
Cynthia: babe..no..it has to happen soon..I'm sorry
Me: why are you sorry? You didn't do anything but say the truth.
Cynthia: we will talk about this tomorrow

I hang up the phone. I stand up. I walk up to my room. I close my door. I scroll through Twitter.

"Such an attention seeker"
"Lydia that slutty bitch!"
"She doesn't fit in with her band"
"Her cousins with Lisa? She's so ugly and fat how is that possible?"
"She's the young one?  Please im pretty sure she slept with Carlos and Rick already. And BTS"
"Can't she just like kill herself or something and take hoseok with her"

That comment hurt that one hurt the most. Why would they practically tell hoseok to kill himself to?

I go to his page and see all the hate comments left in his comment section. I start crying realizing how cruel and disgusting  the world can be. I set my phone down and stare out the window. Why would they say that? He didn't even do anything! Why does the world have to be so cruel!

I take a deep breath and decide to lay down. Closing my eyes and falling into a deep, dreamless sleep.

Hope you like this chapter!