~Decisions~

~chapter 120~

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At home in South Korea

I take a deep breath as I sit on the couch. Next to jimin. I stare out the window. I let a few tears slip. A loud bang is heard at the door and I jump. "It's okay I'll check it" namjoon says. "Oh hi Carlos and Rick. Can I help you?" I hear namjoon says. "Is lydia here? I need to see her" Carlos says. I gulp. The door closes. I turn and see Carlos and Rick. Jimin stands up pulling me along.

I look at them. "What did you do!?" Carlos yells. I look at him. "I never did anything" I say in a tired tone. "She's missing because of you"Carlos says. I role my eyes.

"I know she is! I know who has her to! I know this is all my fucking fault okay!? But that doesn't give you the right to tell me that! I'm in pain too! not just you!" I yell at him. "He has my fucking cousin! My bestfriend! I know! I know!" I yell.

"Did you plan this!?" Carlos yells. "Plan what!? Her going missing along with my fucking cousin!? Never!" I yell. I wipe my tears. "Your jealous. She's pregnant and has always been pretty. But because she's pregnant and you lost your baby huh!? You planned it!" He says.

I walk up to him and slap him hard and loud. "I've never planned this! My fucking uncles son! He wants me! And he took them! As a weakness cause he knows I can't live without Jackson! He took Alice cause I've never had a fucking sister to look up to!" I yell.

"He knows if they are gone I'm done for! He tried attacking my husbands one night okay!? This sucks knowing everyone I fucking love is in danger every where they turn! I know the pain okay! Trust me! I know it!" I yell at him. "I'll find her! I'll find my cousin to! I'll make sure I'm dead instead, alright!..just like you've always wanted" I say whispering the last part.

I walk up the stairs shutting the door. I lay on the bed. I turn to the side. I hear the door open and shut. I wipe my tears. I feel arms wrap around me. "I love you" I hear a deep voice say. I turn and kiss his lips. "I love you to Tae" I whisper. I look at him. His eyes. He Pulls me closer. He connects our lips. "God it's been a while since I've kissed you" he says.

I softly smile. He pulls me up and pushes me against the wall. He hungrily smashes his lips against mine. "Mmm Tae" I moan. He bites my bottom lip. "Sorry but not tonight" he says. I look at him. "Rude. You can't tease" I say annoyed.

He chuckles. We walk back to bed. I lay down on his chest. I get them into trouble. A couple minutes later and I hear soft snores leaving his lips. I slowly slip out of his arms and off the bed. I look at him and walk out quietly,  shutting my door behind me.

A few tears slip down my face. I wipe them. I slowly walk downstairs. No ones in the living room. My phone rings. My attention shoots to it. I slowly pick it up and put it on speaker. My voice  breaking with every word I speak.

"Hello?"
"Lydia it's Felix"
"Ahh thank god it's just you"
"I'm so sorry"
"It's doesn't matter, where are you now?"
"At the dorm"
"Please come"
"I can't. It's late"
"Felix I need you. Please come"
"Yes little cousin. I'm coming. Wait for me"
"I will"

I hang up the phone and set it down. By now I would be getting goodnight texts from Jackson. But I don't. Not at the moment. I sit down on the couch. I let out a quiet sob. I put my head in my hands. Why does everything have to be my fault.

I take in a shaky deep breath. I turn my attention to the ceiling as I lean back. My heart beat quickens. I take a struggling deep breath through my nose. I feel like I see a shadow at the corner of my eye. I shoot up.

I look at the window. I let out another sob. I lock the back door and shut the blinds. I back away from it slowly. The same time a loud bang is heard at the door making me scream.

Heavy footsteps rushing down the stairs as arms come around me calming me down. I see Jimin holding me. Jin walks towards the door. I turn my head away from it as Jimin leans his head on the side of mine. His breathing slowly calming me.

"Is she here?" I hear none other than Felix say. I release a sob I didn't know I was holding. I Walk towards the door. "Felix" I say in a whisper. He grabs me and hugs me as I sob. "Shh..I got you..it's okay" he says.

I dig my face in his neck. I continue to sob. I hear sniffles in the back ground. "Shhh" he says. He plays with my hair and rubs my back calming me and eventually my sobs die down. He pulls away and looks at me wiping my damped cheeks.

"Thank you for coming" I whisper. He just smiles. "I always said I'd be here whenever you need me" he says. I let another tear slip. So did Jackson. "We'll call all the boys tomorrow and guards and security. We'll find locations and everything tomorrow and we'll look for them, both of them. Okay?" He says. I look at him.

"Okay" I say. "I have to use the bathroom" he says. "Down the hall to the left" I whisper. He walks down the hall. I turn my attention to the others. I see Taehyung is awake. "Sorry if I woke you guys" I say. They look at me. "No you didn't" Jin says. I walk towards them and lay on the floor, resting my head on jungkooks lap. He plays with my hair. I take a deep breath. Somehow drifting to sleep.

Talk this is so fucking emotional for me! I hope you like this chapter though!