• After the Party •

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okanoue asami

okanoue asami

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'Have you ever thought of leaving me?'



I am definitely awake the whole night thinking about his question. That was so unrelated and didn't even triggered anything. Why would he ask me that? I let out a deep sigh.



Another reason why I can't sleep? How could I kiss another man when I have Tooru. I'm so stupid and I don't know how to face him.



"Love." He put his arms around my waist and kissed me on my cheek. "You woke up so early. And I have figured it out that you are going to wait for the sunrise."



I glanced at him and looked at the horizon. "Sorry if I didn't spend time with you last night."



"Yes. And I'm hurt but you were so busy and I can't find a right time to snatch you off from them. Well, I guess you can have me now?" Oikawa smiled at me but it feels so different. I feel so guilty.



"Yes. You're right. Let's go back for now?" I held his hand and we went inside of the hotel. We separated at his door and I immediately went to Ichika and Aoi. I was expecting him that he will going to complain or rant about it but he just let me.



"Ichika! Aoi! Wake up! Wake up!" My god. What a heavy sleeper. Oh wait. They drank a glass of margarita last night and they're like this already. I need them to wake up. I want get off this weird and heavy feelings out of my chest.



"What the hell Asami? Oh. Why do you look like that?" Aoi asked me as she sat properly to face me.



"I have a question. Hypothetically, uhm, there's a guy who is probably part of your past and it happened that..." I kept of fidgeting my fingers. I was too anxious to conceal some information.



My friends looked at me suspiciously. They are so scary when they were so on point with their gut feels.



"You said hypothetically, so why are you so anxious? Can you please continue?" Ichika raised a brow and asked me to continue.



"Eh? Oh?.. Yes... Uhm... Then, this guy happened to have feelings for you. Ever since day one then... hypothetically, they were so many times that you both guys uhm, did something as more than friends..." This is so hard. I need help.



"Oh and then?"



"But then it stopped. Because you have someone else that you truly love. Uhm... This is so cheesy. Ugh. That's it. Hypothetically, you are dating another guy but you kissed another guy." And I rattled off with the last words.



My two friends gasped and stared at me suspiciously. I ignored them and tried to continue.



"And I think...Oikawa..." This is so heavy. When I saw Oikawa's smile, I want the sandfloor eat me alive. I felt like cheating on him. That was a different smile. He was hurting.



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