A/n: Guys... My face looks like a porcelain doll... Its freakin me out... That is what happens to me evvvvery morning.
Tom's POV
URRRRR! This is so f*cking confusing and complicated!!! I just... I just want to get away. From the stress. I don't want to be so pissed. Why is life not fair? Welp. This is irritating. I grabbed my phone and scrolled through my contacts. No response from Jordan. I knew that was too good to be true. Love is complicated. I stared at my phone, debating if I should call him again... (CALL EM) I sighed. Er... I don't know.... Pros and Cons time. I grabbed a note book and a pencil.
Pros
•He might actually answer
•He might not be pissed
•I actually might have a chance
Cons
•He might reject me
•He might hang up
•He might be pissed at me
•He might ignore me if I explain
•he might think I'm clingy
UGHHHHH. This didn't help me at all. I threw the notebook and pencil aside, and grabbed my phone again... Should I? Geez. I didn't know this was actually something people debate. I bet lawyers even have a hard time deciding to call someone or not... I need to do f*ckkkkkking somethinnnnnng. "Just call him" Words spoke in my head. Wait.... MIANITE!? I haven't heard from your ass in a loooong time. If Ya say so. I can't decide for myself so I guess it better to listen to a god than take a guess. I dialed up the number.
(Italics=Ianite)
Ring. my hand started to shake and I don't know why. Now I know how girls feel when they're asking a guy out or some shit. (I don't know what it feels like so sorry if I get it wrong)
"My hearts a stereo"
Ring. I sighed. He's probably not gonna pick up...
"It beats for you so listen close"
Ring. Oh no. I just realized I don't know what to say if he even picks up!
"Hear my thoughts in every no-o-o-te"
Ring. I wonder what he is doing.... Now I sound clingy! Great.
"Make me your radio"
Ring. Seriously though! How many times can a damn phone ring!?
"And turn me up when you feel low"
OKAY I FEEL LIKE IM AWAITING DEATH OR SOMETHING!!!! It's killing me!!
"This melody was meant for you"
Ring. I swear if this rings one more time...
"If I was just another dusty record on the shelf
Would you blow me off and play me like everybody else?"
Okay, Ianite. I know you're having fun but in trying to focus.
"If I asked you to scratch my back, could you manage that?"
SHHHH.
"Like yeah f*cked up, check it Travie, I can handle that"
Wait.... Did you just cuss!?
"Furthermore, I apologize for any skipping tracks"
Ring. WHEN THE HELL WILL HE PICK UP OR WHEN WILL IT STOP RINGING!?
"It's just the last girl that played me left a couple cracks"
Kate....
"I used to, used to, used to, used to, now I'm over that
'Cause holding grudges over love is ancient artifacts"
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My Bloody Little Secret (Syndisparklez)
قصص الهواةTom seems like and average extreme party teen. But he really isn't. He believes in these people he calls "Mianite" "Dianite" and "Ianite". When ever he says something about them, people think he's crazy. They know no such thing as these three 'gods'...
