Meant for more (Amezona)

Chapter 10

Amelias POV

It's Wednesday now and after dinner, I'm at the hotel with Derek and Addison, I realized if they wanted to pay for a room for me I'm not going to stop them, anytime away from home is great

Downside though is the walls are super thin and Addison is not quiet.

Currently Derek went out to buy a new game we wanted so it just left me with Addie and Chris

"God....I don't know what to do. I want to tell her, but I'm scared" I admit and Addie sighs

We were sitting in the bathroom while Chris was in the bath playing

"You already know what I would say" Addison says

"I know I know, you think I should tell her" I say and she nods

"What happens if she tells everyone at school? Are you and Derek going to move out here and let me move in with you so I can switch schools?" I ask

"First, I don't think she will from what you have told me. Second, if we ever move out here I already told Derek you're more than welcome to move in with us" she says and I smile

"But, if you want to tell her, do it before we leave so we can keep the baby and you can have a conversation about it" Addie says and I nod

"Yea... you're right" I say

"Ball!" Chris exclaims

"You don't your ball right now" I tell him, he is obsessed with this blue bouncy ball

"Ball" he says and holds up a duck that he had been playing with

"That's a duck, duck" I repeat

"Ball!" He says

"No, duck, say duck" I say and he just ignores me and I look back to Addison

"What about Friday? I'll see if she wants to hang out and I'll tell her then" I tell Addison. And she nods

"That'll be good" she says and I turn my attention back to Chris

"Alright my love, it's time to get out" I say and start draining the water and he starts crying when I lift him out

"Mama!" He cries and I just put him on the bed while wrapped in a towel and he wiggles out of it and stands on the bed

"Christopher" I say and he giggles, now forgetting that he was upset about being taken out of the bath

"Why is he naked?" Derek ask, coming into the hotel room since we were in theirs

"Because! Why dont you ask him?" I say amused and walk to the side of the bed to grab him but he just runs to the other

"Hey. Your balls are going to fall off if you don't get dressed" Derek says

"Derek!" Both Addison and I scold at the same time

"Ball!?" Christopher ask excitedly

"Ugh! Let's go" I say and get on the bed and grab him and take him back to our room and he kept thrashing, not allowing me to get him dressed

I'm never having sex again. I love my kid and wouldn't change it for the world but I don't want anymore

"Stop it!" I tell him firmly he does but starts crying and I just continue to get him dressed before picking him up and sitting down on the bed with him

Chris turned around in my lap and laid his head on my chest

I know he was just crying  because I hurt his feelings, and he was tired

He started to pull on the collar of my shirt which confused me at first

"What Bubba?" I ask, he had stopped crying and just kept pulling on my shirt

I took it off and it left me in a bra and he nuzzled himself closer until he gripped my bra too

"Bubs I don't know what you want" I say and he becomes frustrated and starts to whine

I really don't know what to do so I just lean back in the bed and Christopher keeps pulling at my bra strap,

He used to do it while breastfeeding but I stopped almost a year a ago

"Mama" he says and I sigh and and sit up and hold him against me, patting his bottom softly and trying to get him to calm down

"Just take your bra off" Addison says coming into the room after Christopher had been crying non stop

"Why?" I ask her

"He's trying to get more skin to skin and your bra is in the way" Addison says, Chris and I were currently under a cover

I sighed and sat up to take it off and laid back down and Chris immediately got comfortable and stopped crying

"He's not sleeping very well here is he?" Addison. Ask and I sigh

"No, he's not" I say and she sighs

"Do you want me to take you home?" She ask

"I probably should go home for him but I don't want too" I sigh

"What do you mean?" She ask

"I mean, I should put him first, he's not sleeping well so I should have him in his own bed, but, I hate it at home, I'm constantly being judged by my mother." I tell her and she frowns

"I don't know why that woman has to give you so much trouble" she mumbles and I shrug and look down at Chris who was almost asleep

"Hey, we playing this game?" Derek ask coming into my room

"Not tonight... im sorry, I don't want him waking up when I put him down" I say sadly, now feeling bad about upsetting Derek

"Not a problem, tomorrow then?" Derek ask and I nod

"Yea.... I'm sorry" I tell him

"For what? You have nothing to apologize for" he says and I smile

"Goodnight Amy, I love you" he says and walks to his room and Addison comes over to us and kisses Chris' head and mine

"I love you guys" she says

"I love you too, and Addie.... Thank you, for everything" I tell her and she smiles and goes into her room after cutting the lights off for me , shutting the door behind her

I looked down at Chris again and he was fast asleep, he really hasn't been sleeping well here

I guess after sleeping in one bed for your whole life everything else is not okay

While Chris was asleep I took this opportunity to text Arizona

Amelia: Hey... want to hang on Friday?

Arizona: yes, of course, here?

Amelia: that's works, I have to work so I'll come over afterwards

Arizona: sounds good!

I have to work, then pick up Chris and take him to Addison so I don't know what time I'll be over there either

I decided on opting out of a shower tonight and stayed under the covers with Chris

I kissed his head and closed my eyes, I had school in the morning so the earlier I can get to sleep the better

Till next time❤️