Meant for more (Amezona)

Chapter 54

Arizona's POV

We are back on the east coast now and Amelia and I are by ourselves for a while since Chris is with Ryan

Which is why I thought it would be the perfect time to talk about expanding our family

She wanted to wait until everything with Ryan was taken care of along with making sure we are in a good spot relationship wise, which we are.

So the two of us are now sitting at the table with coffee, because even if it is 4 in the afternoon we both still basically survive off of Coffee

"I want a baby" I tell her, I mean what's the point of it pushing around it now?

Chris just turned 8 a few days ago, it would still be probably a year until we had a baby so a nine year age gap is already pretty big

"I know, and we already talked about it?" She questions and I nod

"But I want to start now... I want to start looking for donors, I want to start the process." I tell her and she doesn't respond but keeps looking at me

"We're in a good place with Ryan. He knows his place. We're in a good place in our relationship" I say, trying to prove to her that we can do this

"Okay" she says and looks down at her coffee and back at me

"Okay?" I question, is that an agreement?

"Okay, let's do it. But if we start this should we wait until next year to get married? Or did you want to do it sooner rather than later?" She ask me, I didn't really think much of that

I know if we start the process now, we would have to do the wedding before we got too far along, which would be in the next few months, or we could wait until next summer,

"I'm okay with either, I think it may be easier to wait until next summer so we can plan a lot more, I mean yes that's a long engagement period but that way we can make sure we have everything we could want, along with making the baby process smoother" I say and she smiles

"I agree, so next summer we're getting married and hopefully we'll have a baby by then" she smiles and I nod,

"But.... I don't think I'd want to carry again, I mean maybe, but I would need more time to think about it. Chris came early and I had a really hard time adjusting to my body afterwards, I mean it's been 8 years and I still have troubles sometimes" she says and I nod

"I would be happy to carry the first time, and even if we decided for more kids later on," I say honestly and she nods

"And for the record your body is perfect"
—-

We spent the entirety of January looking for donors and we found one that resembles Amelia so well

It's February 20th now and I have been. Taking fertility shots for a month, which sucked because on Valentine's Day we weren't able to do anything afterwards because my stomach is pretty sore

I have some bruises around and everything else from the shots but i don't need those anymore

We had an appointment this morning and we did the insemination,

We haven't told anyone about it, not even Addison or Chris knows,

Chris keeps asking us to get a baby brother though, he's going to be heartbroken if it's a girl

We agreed not to tell anyone about it until I'm at least 12 weeks if it even works

We both haven't gotten our hopes up incase it doesn't take, we agreed we would try three times before taking a little break and trying again if the first time didn't take

The doctor told me I can return to daily activities today which helps so chris doesn't think anything is wrong,

Amelia and I took the day off of classes too so we are at home, just spending the day together

"I know we said not to get our hopes up but I really hope this works" she whispers to me and I smile and turn to face her

"I do too my love, I really do"

—

It's may now, I'm officially 12 weeks pregnant, Amelia and I were so happy to get the results from the doctor, we agreed for me not to do a pregnancy test at the beginning

Which we both hated afterwards because we were both just dying to know if it worked but me missing my period was a good sign, I could definitely get used to that

We still haven't told anyone and I don't think we are, Chris of course will know soon but we are going to Seattle next month anyway for summer and are just going to show up

I mean you can tell I'm pregnant In skin tight clothes , which is what I wear anyway unless I'm in a blouse that is flowy

Anyways, Ryan called Amelia this morning wanting to meet with us today for some reason so he is on his way here now

And I am wearing a shirt that doesn't outline my belly

We're pretty sure he wants to talk about getting overnights with Chris because Chris still hasn't said he wanted too

Once Ryan got to the house Chris came out of his room

"I thought I was going with you tomorrow?" Chris ask

"You are bubs, Ryan just wants to talk to us, go back to you room" Amelia tells him and he nods and does as she says

The three of us went to the living room and sat down

"So, my girl friend is pregnant" he says and Amelia and I look to each other

Not really understanding what this has to do with us

"And?" Amelia questions him

"And she wants me to cut back on time with Chris so I can focus on her and the baby" he says.

Is this guy serious right now?

"Wait- she wants you to stop seeing your 8 year old, who you have already missed out on most of his life so you can focus on her unborn child?" I ask

Who would ask someone to stop seeing their own kid

"Yea" he says

"Why are you here Ryan?" Amelia ask him

"Well I don't want to upset her. She said she will take the baby" he says

"Look, if you walk out on Christopher don't even expect to see him again" I say

"You're not his mother, you don't decide what is best for my son" he says, raising his voice a little

"Ryan! No, Arizona is his mother, she gets as much say in everything as I do, and she's right, you leave you won't get visitations anymore" Amelia says

"Not to be bitter but because he deserves someone who is consistently going to be there, you can't come in and out of his life" she tells him more calmly and he nods

"I know, I don't have an answer for you yet" he says and we all Stand up

"You figure out what you want, but until then I don't think it's a good idea for you to see Chris"

Till next time❤️

This was literally so bad! I'm so sorry!