Amelias POV
April is coming over to the house today, Arizona asked and I didn't want to let her down so I told her yea
I was also a complete bitch to Arizona yesterday, I just had not been sleeping and I am on my period which just makes me all moody to begin with
Chris woke up a few times last night but Arizona helped
I know I need to learn to let her but sometimes it's just hard, I have so much pressure on me to basically do this on my own
To make sure I can raise Chris as a teenager, to show that just because I had him young doesn't mean I can't care for him just as someone else would
Chris just woke up so I quietly left my bed so Arizona could keep sleeping
When I got to Chris's room I got him changed but kept him in pajamas since he didn't want to change clothes
I have been trying to potty train him but it's kind of hard
Sometimes he does really good at telling me when he has to potty but others it just slips his mind so I have been trying to get him to go every couple hours but at daycare they don't do that so it kind of messes up the schedule anyhow
"Mama love you" Chris smiles and I kiss his head
"I love you too bubs" I smile and take him downstairs so I could get him to eat something
After I laid down last night I didn't get up till Chris woke up so I haven't ate since lunch yesterday
I just did something small and made oatmeal for Chris and I
I seen that Arizona had cleaned up after him last night, I was really rude to her, i didn't mean to be but I know I was and I also know I need to apologize
After Chris ate and I finished we went back upstairs because I needed to use the bathroom
"Stay here" I tell him and put him on the bed
"And do not wake Zona" I say and he nods and I go into the bathroom
I got what I needed and sat it on the counter and just as I sat down the door opened and Chris came in and shut the door
"Bubbas" I sigh and he walks over to me
"Mama what's this?" He ask and hold up the tampon I had put out
"Christopher that's mine, go out and wait for me" I say and he giggles and runs out of the bathroom with my tampon
"I'm never having anymore kids" I mumble open the cabinet under the sink and got another
One I was finished I walked out and seen Chris on the bed with Zona
"I think this belongs to you?" She ask and gives me the tampon that Chris had stole
He had gotten into them before and took them downstairs without me knowing and had them everywhere
"Thank you" I say and out it back
"You're a mean kid" I tell Chris and he laughs
"What time is April coming?" I ask Arizona
"Not until like 3" she says and I nod and lay back in bed while Chris runs around my room
"I'm sorry for how I talked to you yesterday'" I tell Arizona and she kisses me softly
"You don't need to apologize" she says
"No I do, I was just tired and a bunch of other shit and I took that out on you when you were just trying to help" I say
"I really do appreciate all of your help though" I smile and she kisses me again
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Meant for more (Amezona)
FanfictionAmelia and Arizona are both 16 and in highschool, Amelia however has a secret no one at her school knows, she's a mother. Having to do it mostly on her own can Amelia trust Arizona, anyone really to be her friend? To get close to her son? #1 Ameli...
