Meant for more (Amezona)

Chapter 48

Amelias POV

We just finished our first week of the new semester, it's just been learning our schedules and getting familiar with the classes

Chris has also started school and of course he is loving it, he still goes to daycare afterwards, something he likes though,

We told him if he didn't like daycare we would try and find an alternative but we have never had to

Ryan has continued to get Chris and we have court next month already

Arizona told me what Chris told her Ryan said, so when Ryan dropped him off one day I talked to Ryan

Arizona and I don't talk about Ryan in front of Chris, not only because it's petty but because Chris is a child

Anyways, I'm home alone and I messed up, only a little bit

When I came home way too drunk that night I told Arizona I wouldn't drink again. Not like that

But what she hasn't known is that I still have been drinking, just not around her

And today.... Well Chris is with Ryan and Arizona went out with a few people which left me at home

And I drank, and drank and drank, and I wish I had didn't but I did

And now it's almost 7:15, Arizona is picking Chris up from Ryan's and will be here any minute and I don't know what to do

She is going to flip as soon as she realizes, I just hope Chris doesn't notice

I'm a really happy drunk, I laugh at the smallest of things and she knows that

I have been drinking water for the past 15 minutes because I lost track of time

A second later they came in, Chris said hi to me and ran to his room and Arizona came over to me

"Hi baby how was your day?" She ask and I smile

"It was good, yours?" I ask and she looks at me suspiciously

Arizona's POV

She's drunk! Her eyes do this thing that she doesn't realize

I can't believe her, she agreed on no more drinking like this

She's even trying to hide it, she doesn't realize that I know her better than she knows herself sometimes

I didn't respond to her but walked over to the kitchen and found empty bottles in the trash can

"You forgot about the evidence" I scoff and she gets up

"I'm sorry, i don't know why I drank I just did and I couldn't stop" she says and grabs the back of the couch and I shake my head

"I can't, Amelia I can't keep doing this with you" I say and she walks over to me

"No, no," I say back away from her

"Chris and I are leaving, I'll be back in the morning" I say

"You're breaking up with me?" She ask

"No, but I need space, you promised you wouldn't do this" I say,

"You can't take Chris, he's my kid," she says and I laugh

So now he's hers? After 6 years of being with them. She just throws it in my face that I'm not biologically his mother,

It's just the alcohol talking I tell myself

"Oh okay, I'll just call Ryan then and Ryan can take him and I'm sure this would go over well in court" I say and she doesn't respond

"That's what I thought, you will not be drunk around him, he doesn't deserve that, if you want to keep drinking the way you have been then I'm done and I will be keeping Chris, wether I have custody or not." I tell her and brush past her to Chris' room