Say anything, CM

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Warnings: angst, cheating?

You and Christine had been arguing more frequently over a certain someone a certain he.

John, he was your brother's friend and bandmate, why was he your current subject of argument? you were jealous, upset maybe it was the feeling of being replaced. You weren't quite sure just how you had gotten here with objects being thrown around your shared home and windows threatening to shatter from the force of your voices as you look around everything seems so silent although you can see Christine yelling at you it's all just silent.

Today the pair of you had been arguing for at least three hours now.

Christine had been spending time with him and lying to you, how did you find out  another band member had told you.

"I'd never cheat on you Y/n!.... It's just silly" she screamed out "I never said you did or even brought that up" feeling your heart shatter as Christine's face told it all.

There was a silence as Christine just stares at you with a face full of regret.

"Do you love him Christine?" you calmly asked breaking her out of that trance

"I- um..." the blonde woman struggles to find her words, looking down at her feet she wrings her hands in front of her

Tears violently begin to slide down your puffy red cheek bouncing off the hardwood floor of the kitchen, "Christine?'' you asked swallowing hard and walking towards her slowly.

"please" your heart thumping against your tightening chest, running your hand softly on the countertop, Christine stands still as her focus remains on her feet "please" it comes out as a whisper

"Y/n I-" she shakes her head quickly looking up before her feet take attention once more.

"Do you love me?'' this was now the main question "of course I love you Y/n" your eyes met "okay... now are you in love with me?"

You had finally reached her, grasping her hands holding eye contact "are you Christine?" but she only looked away "say anything" but there was nothing, not even a movement of her head "okay" nodding releasing her hands you wiped your tears on the sleeve of your sweater, turning to walk down the hall pausing you took off the engagement ring placing it so angelically on the table beside the door.

Christine followed behind you toying with her ring, as you reached the front you looked back smiling at her although it didn't quite reach your eyes, there was a silence before you spoke "I wish you the best... I love you" she nodded biting her lip to stop the trembling. Closing the door you made your way to the car with weak knees and one person in mind Stephanie as tears blurred your vision.

Once the door closed behind you Christine broke down as the realisation just hit her, all the pain she's caused you and the thought of what she'll miss out on with you, her cries echo around the now overbearingly large home you once shared, bringing her knees to her chest as her cries only get worse as she begins to rock herself "what have I done" she hiccuped.

y/n's pov

I wanted to turn back, make myself believe that maybe if I tried she'd love me like she once did but I knew it was impossible. I have to move forward but right now all I felt was the need to be wrapped in my best friends arms a glass of wine in hand as we talk shit about everyone and rid myself of the stupidity I was drowning in.

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