Let's continue,
Another week passed away...
Anubhav had been continuously getting closer and closer to haseena... He can't realise but he almost forget about hana..
Mid night,
Anubhav was still awake in hospital working on his laptop.. He had shifted haseena in a suite so he can live with her and give her the best..
His phone rings..
He picked the call without seeing..
AS: hello..
Ha: anu.. I miss you.. (Hana said in a low voice maybe to grab his attention)..
AS: hana.. Aap..? (Startled)
Ha: haa jaan.. Ek mahina hone ko aaya.. Aapne hume karishma ke saath bhej diya aur humse milne bhi nhi aaye.. (She complained)
AS: darasal hana.. Jis mission par haseenaji kaam jar rahi thi woh ab hume continue karna pad raha hai.. Aur isike chalte unke pranon ko khatra hai.. (He clarified) hum unhe sirf constable protection pe nhi chhod sakte.. (He tried to reason)
Ha: par din mai kabhi milne aa sakte ho na.. Ya hume wahan aa jane do.. Hum haseena ko bhi dekh lenge.. (She showed a blank concern)
AS: nhi hana aap yaha rehne dijiye infection ka khatra hai.. (He made an excuse) (in mind) aap yaha aayengi to haseena ke ghaav taaza hote rahenge.. Doctor ne sudhar bataya hai unki awastha mai, hum unhe kuch nhi hone de sakte.. (Tensed and concerned for her) (back to hana) aur abhi humne haseenaji ko suite Mai sthantrit karwa diya hai.. Woh thik hai.. (He assured)
Ha: aur haa anu.. Woh.. (She hesitated)
AS: kya baat hai hana.. (He asked)
Ha: aa.. Private hospital hai, haseena ka admit rehne ka aur phir suite ka alag se.. Bahut kharcha nhi ho gya... I mean monthly ke alawa iske liye savings hi kharch ho rahe hai na.. (She said a bit selfishly) if you want mai haseena ki fd se le sakti hu paise.. (She suggested)
AS: (angrily) hana kabhi kabhi to aap had karti hai.. Woh bachpan se aapko mata pita ki tarah sanbhalti aayi hai.. Unki mehnat aur kharcha dekha hai kabhi..? Uske badle shaadi ke teen varshon mai aap do se adhik baar unse milne bhi nhi gayi.. sirf officially mile to mile.. Har waqt paison ke peechhese bhagna band karo.. Insaano ki bhi kadra kar liya karo...(Irritated)
Ha: anu hamara matlab... (But he hung up) aah.. (She threw phone on bed) yeh haseena behen nhi dushman ho gayi hai.. (Angrily)
Back to anubhav..
He calmed his anger closing laptop with a thud and walked over to haseena's bed.. Sitting beside her head near pillow, he caressed her hair lovingly...
AS: kya karen haseena.. (He asked softly to her sleeping figure) kuch samajh nhi aata.. Pichhle saptah jab aapki diary padhi.. Toh ashru apne aap beh gaye.. Humse kehne ke atyant prayas, aapki woh pyaari harkaten..(he smiled) Jinne chhipa prem hume aapki bhavnayen padhke samajh aaya.. (Regretful) Itne prayason ke pashchyat jab us din kehne ja rhi thi, to kyu nhi kaha kuch.. Aapne apne prem ko hanste hue kisi aur ko kyu saump diya.. (His tear dwelled up in eyes) kaise dekh paayi aap, apne prem ka vivaah apni hi behen se hote dekh.. (His hand held her hand now)
He was just sitting and talking to her.. In the last week, he had completed reading her diary.. She hadn't written anything after their wedding day.. She was broken.. Every word, she wrote describing her excitement for his and hana's marriage was extremely painful..
He doesn't know for which relationship, but he can feel her pain, he can hear her endless cries every night, her giggling laughter was full of heart tearing weeps and painful smile she was carrying all over HER SISTER'S WEDDING..
He shifted comfortably on her bed, as suite had double bed.. Leaned on the head rest behind, his head rested there, a leg streched and the other one folded.. He closed his eyes to at least realise his self conscience...
Anubhav's POV (both mind and heart)
M: Anubhav tum bas uske ucchadhikari ho, uske poori tarah swasth hone tak uski zimmedaari le skate ho hamesha nhi.. Hana se zyada zaruri nhi hai koi bhi, woh ardhangini hai tumhari..
H: kya woh waqai sirf tumhari junior hai..? Shayad, par zimmedaari leni hi kyu, khud ko sambhalne ke kaabil hai woh.. Zimmedaari uski nhi, uski khushiyon ki lo.. Hana se pyaar karte ho? Kabhi unse tumhari ardhangini hone ka farz nibhaya..?
M: aaj ke zamane mai, ghar chalana aur saath rehne hi ardhangini ka farz hai.. Hana ne nibhaya hai.. Aur khushiyon ki zimmedaari..? Woh bata sakti thi ki tumse pyaar karti hai.. Galati uski hai, kisne kaha tha mahan banne ko.. Woh aansu usne apni marzi se bahaye hai..
H: marzi se aansu bahaye hai.. Tumne khud ek ek cheez padhi hai na.. Bachpan se tumse pyaar karti hai woh.. Haa, nhi bata ke galati ki, par uski wajah thi uske pass.. Apni behen.. Usne tum dono ko khush dekha isiliye nhi boli.. Aur ardhangini ka farz zamana nhi dekhta.. Uska farz sukh dukh mai saath dena hota hai, Hana ne aaj tak kabhi hamare ghaavon pe marham nhi lagaya..
M: par patni hai woh phir bhi.. Haseena kon hai..? Kaise loge uski zimmedaari.. Samaaj kya kahega..
H: Hana patni hai, par pyaar ka kya.. ? Aur haseena se waada kiya hai na.. Nibhana to padega..
He opened his eyes letting tears roll down side of his cheeks.. He stared at the ceiling and talked to himself..
AS: hume haseena ko har khushi deni hogi.. Hana agar apna farz nibha sakti to kabka nibha chuki hoti.. Hum is waqt keh sakte hai ki hume Hana se prem nhi hai.. (He realised) par itni jaldi rishte khatam nhi hote.. Filhal hune haseena ko thik karna hai..
He looked at haseena taking his head near her.. He kissed her head and a tear from his eyes fell on her cheek.. The moment his tear fell on her face.. She breathed heavily.. Anubhav panicked and ran to call doctor..
To be continued...
Will she be okay..? Anubhav realised he don't love Hana.. Let's see what happens.. Maybe this was boring..
I will never leave this story in any condition.. But updates may surely get delay because my exams have only 10 days left.. I can't post so regular... Thanks..
