𝑾𝒆 𝒇𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒊𝒏 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆, 𝒊𝒏 𝑶𝒄𝒕𝒐𝒃𝒆𝒓. | Kang Sae Byeok.

CHAPTER 60.

CHAPTER 60: "panic outburst."

Y/n's POV.

It's been days since Ji-Yeong found out about my jobs, I feel a little guilty because Sae's been trying to hang out with me but I'm always so busy, and when I'm not,

I'm always asleep.

I miss her and she'll never know how much, it feels like it's been a month or two since I've last seen her.

"Y/n your phone's ringing," my coworker handed me my phone, aggressively and QUICKLY grabbing it as I thought it was Sae Byeok but it was just Ji-Yeong,

I can't believe she still hasn't given up on trying to pursue me to quit my job.

But she can't, I can't. This is for me and Sae if I really want to create a life with her, and yes I'm talking about ACTUALLY marrying her. To no surprise,

I don't care who will walk down the aisle but I want to stand with her near the altar telling each other our cliché vows making me all happy inside.

Yes,

I actually fucking want that.

It sounds like I'm rushing things but duh, what are we just going to be girlfriends for life? I mean that IS better than us being awkward like the past few weeks but I'm actually planning to be wit her in the future. Permanently.

I'm determined and SURE that this is THE person I wanna spend my entire life with.

And if you're in love, you just feel so sure of many things that you come up with the craziest most out of the picture situations. But hear me out, I love this girl. So fucking much.

And I wanna continue to love her until the impossible happens.

And maybe do other things in life, this is my second shot in it anyways.

"hello? Y/n!"

"oh hey, Ji...?"

"you zoned out, have you eaten ANYTHING yet?" she asked me through the call, I looked at my bag and saw my lunchbox that hasn't been touched.

Oh frick.

"yeah- yeah I already ate. How abou-"

"I know you're lying you fucking bitch, let's see each other later. The kids misses you- hey behave!- pwease Y/n!- kids don't grab the pho- see us later pwease!- Y/n you gotta come here later, I'll text you!" the call dropped which made me chuckle, Ji-Yeong's doing great with the babysitting and the kids loves her.

I happen to bump into them the other day and after that aside from Ji, the kids been trying to get me to come with them all the time. But sadly I'm not always available but I tend to make time to come see them for a short bit, just like later.

It's kinda unfair, how I'm making time for the kids... Even if it's just a little bit of time, yet I rarely even see Sae now because of me being all busy.

It's kinda difficult trying to be future oriented when you have a awkward/complicated relationship with someone who's as quiet as Sae Byeok, but it's worth it.

She's worth it.

She's probably misses me and all my glory-

Oh who the fuck am I kidding, I MISS HER SO MUCH!

I'm not sure if she misses me or not, I hope she does though...

I checked the time, looks like I have to go to that other job... Where I have wear a... Mascot...