*4 years later*

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Edit: OH MY NAME IS VALENTINE AND I USE HE/THEY!!!

So... hello Everyone.... It's ugh... been a few years! Now first of all

I wanna apologize for all the shit I wrote in this book.

I was 14 and (At the time undiagnosed) with Schizoeffctive bi-polar. So I vented in this book when I 100% shouldn't have. I see that people still read it so I won't take it down but please be aware that since I'm now 18 (turning 19) that I do not stand by a good chunk of some of what's in this book. (If you want want any chapters down please ask!)

I wrote this in 2020, which was terrifying for all of us! But

I'm a Wattpad author

So living with the brand

*AHEM*

THE BIG LIST OF TRAUMAS:
Years 2020-2024
* Covid
* My mom getting diagnosed with cancer (she's alive)
* my father becoming mostly paralyzed from the waist down! (He can walk again)
* my 10th time trying to log out of the game
* I got medicated
* I got sent to grippy sock jail
*my dad almost died (part 1)
*my grandpa almost died
*my stepfather almost died (part 1)
*I got bullied so bad in school I left for a whole semester
* I had a violent episode so bad because they fucked up my meds I got kicked out for a week
* I went manic and someone convinced me i was Dallas from the outsides (I'M /SRS)
* I almost got blown up! (Story if you want it)
* My dad almost died ( part 2.)
* my grandpa got cancer (He survived)
*my great uncle got cancer (he's alive)
*my step father almost died (part 2)
*my dad almost died (part 3)
(I'm not typing out the times my dad has almost died anymore just know it's over 15)

And finally

The most traumatic shit

I graduated HS

YEAH

THE ISHIMARU SIMP FROM 2020 MADE IT THROUGH HIGH SCHOOL!

But in all seriousness! If any of you guys are struggling, please talk to someone!

And since I'm SO NICE!
If you guys read this a few years ago and wanna ask questions:

(Peachy.Love)#1244

Thats my discord

So what toxic fandom am I in now?

Well..

Just know Ishimaru's VA voices some ponytail wine man and Mondo is a rock god!

See ya

UPDATE; Y'ALL I'M THIS CLOSE TO KEEP WRITING ✍️

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⏰ Last updated: May 14, 2023 ⏰

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