Chapter 26 part 1

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This was a really long chapter so I break it off into 4 parts...enjoy ☺️

Harry's POV:

What am I even doing!?? Most importantly, why am I doing it?? Isn't it wrong..???

"You okay?" Louis asks me politely while passing by.

"Yeah.." I rush away my hand from where it had been and reply as smoothly as I could and we both go back to skimming through the clothes section.

It was a holiday from college since it was a Sunday afterall and I had no idea why or how I stumbled upon a pair of lacy lingerie in a normal course of shopping. We all had came to buy gifts for Niall's birthday. I don't know why everyone came but it felt good knowing they consider him their part of friend circle too.

I was looking for something not too bold and flashy, but something calming because it will pair perfectly with Niall's bubbly personality. Although I know he loves food very much, but I have planned for that later. Skimming through the different sections I finally stopped at a sweater.

It had a grey base and autumn colours all over it. It looked pretty and I felt like he would love it. I look around to see the lads but instead of spotting them, my eyes fell on the partly visible lingerie section. It was a weird feeling that I got from looking at those. I mean I didn't know why I was so excited about trying anything out or why I was even thinking about trying it. Zayn's voice brought me back to reality.
"Where the hell is your mind, Har-!??" He asks me jokingly and then suddenly turns around his head and catches the exact sight of the lingerie section.

"Were you-!??" He hesitantly starts asking me but I immediately interrupt him being too ashamed.

"No! I- I have his gift, we should leave" I said hurriedly trying to get away from all this embarassment and hoping that my mind will let me forget this ever happened.

"No, harry-" he stopped me grabbing my shoulder, "it's okay if you are buying it for your girl.. I didn't mean to be nosy, I was just curious" he smiles at me and I realise, damn right he doesn't know! I mean, why would he know!? There's nothing to know!! I simply nodded my head as he patted my back and we both set off to find the other two. We find them in an Archies store, but before finally meeting them, Zayn leans close to my ear, without slowing our speed and whispers,

"you should put it on for her, I am sure she will love it".

I was taken aback. What?? Why would I wear it?? And the way he just acted so normal afterwards made me question it even more. Do I want to put it on? What the fuck Harry!!? No! That's a silly thing to think about and even sillier to give it a thought. I am sure Zayn was just joking and messing with me. He didn't mean that. He didn't...right? We stopped at a chic restaurant to eat lunch and I honestly hadn't laughed this much ever before. It was fun and light to be with them. But then suddenly, my mind wandered back to that thought, to what Zayn had said. I mean, no one will know that I want to try it on...right!? No one! What's the harm in trying it once and getting it out of the system..right? I got a little breathy at that thought. I decided to go back and buy a pair of lacy thongs to wear and try it on in private, just to see. I had carefully hidden the pair in my backpack between my notebooks so that Louis or anyone else cannot find out about it.

As soon as we reach the house, I sprint to my room and lock the door. I glance an eye over to my backpack and what i had hidden so carefully between those pages of debates about humanity between Aristotle and Plato. I take them out and go to stand in front of the wall mirror to try them on.

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