I Can't Stop Even If It's Wrong!!

Chapter 36

I am backk 😘❤️ sorry for making y'all wait. I hope you are ready for what's to come.

Louis's POV:

I don't know how long it had been since Harry was gone after breaking my heart into a million pieces and frankly I was trying not to give a shit. The rain was pouring down heavily and even though I tried not to think about it, my heart was pounding so hard in anxiousness about his health and safety. I picked up my phone to call him but his words rang clearly in my ears.

"I- I like someone else and I slept with her..."

Tears started brimming in my eyes and my chest started hurting hearing those words, again. He must have gone to her. I fucking hate him! I hope he stays there and never comes back! I don't want him in this house at all! Fuck u Harry!

I put my phone down and decided to distract myself with anything I can. I switched the tv on and started watching some movie that was already playing. However, it didn't work, so I decided to call Liam or Zayn, but coincidentally they were busy too. I tried calling Mum but she was in a meeting so she didn't pick up. By this time, the anger in me was definitely boiling to become tears because I needed someone to talk to and no one was there. I thought of calling Lottie but decided against it as soon as the thought occurred. Suddenly the bell rang and I jumped on my feet quickly, hoping it would be Harry and even though I was hating the idea of him near me, a sense of relief and comfort washed over me at the anticipation of him coming back. However, it wasn't him.

"Niall?"

"Hi Louis, is Harry there?"

"Um, hi. harry- he- he is not here..."

"Oh, okay, do you know where he will be? We had like an assignment together and I have been trying to call him and he is not picking up..."

"Have you tried calling his recent girlfriend, I am sure that's where he is" I said, anger lacing my voice. Surprisingly, Niall gave me a confusing look as if I was out of my mind.

"Harry doesn't have a girlfriend Louis" he stated sarcastically.

"Oh, he sure does. He didn't tell you?" I said tauntingly.

"If he has a girlfriend, I would be the first person he will tell. So, if he hasn't, it simply means, he doesn't" he said confidently, checking his phone.

"Or maybe you are just not as important as you claim to be, to him, since he chose to tell me rather than you" I spewed mockingly.

His eyes widened as he looked at me with raised eyebrows. He was silent but I was angry, so damn angry and I did regret what I had just said to Niall. He didn't deserve to bear the brunt but a part of me blamed him too for what had happened. I mean who do you think introduced those two in the first place? Obviously, he had a part to play in all this! He and that cousin of his, Sam! They both were becoming close to him. Surely, they had encouraged him to hook up with some girl and think that he loved her. I mean I wouldn't expect anything else from these two; the ones who can get you into smoking, can get you into one night stands too. It's the truth!

"Are you okay Louis?" He asked me concerned.

"Ofcourse I am fine! I am absolutely fine!" I yelled confidently crossing my arms defensively.

He didn't say anything. He just stepped closer and wrapped me in a tight hug. What the hell is he doing!???? I tried to break free but he didn't let me go. He started rubbing my back and all that anger in me started changing states from being inside me and solid, to evaporating in form of tears through my eyes. I hugged him back, as tightly as he was hugging me.