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Holidays are back around the corner and it's winter once again. The house is all decorated with Christmas lights and everything you can imagine. My sister finally came to her senses and came along with my brother and his girlfriend to New York to spend Christmas with us, and so did Sebs mom.

They were all getting here tonight and it was about 5pm. Seb was taking a shower and I was in the bedroom unpacking some bedsheets to set the guest bedrooms. We didn't really have beds in all the other rooms only in a few because we don't really use them so we bought a few mattresses.

Seb walked out of the room with a blank stare and something in his hand.

"Hey bab-" I looked at the thing in his hand in panic.

"Y/N what is this?"

"I thought I threw that away" I whispered.

"What?"
"Is- is this what I think?" He smiled.

"No..." tear fell from my eyes.

"No?"

I was on my knees but I fell on my butt and pulled my knees close to me. Holding my stomach I sobbed.

"Y/N? What's going on?"

"I ruined it Seb. I ruin everything."

"What? It's positive we're going to be parents!"

"No we are not..."

He stared at me in confusion and tears in his eyes.

"I'm sorry... I was going to tell you..."

"When was this?"

"A week before I found out about my mom..."

"Y/N... that was almost 4 months ago"

"I know..."

"When we're you going to tell me this"

"Don't you think I deserved to know this? Gosh Y/N"

"I'm sorry!" I shouted.

He sat down on the bed and cried.

"I'm sorry I ruined this for you" I looked at him with rage in my eyes.
It's like I wasn't aware of this? Like it didn't effect me? I was carrying a child! Fuck I was carrying the child of the man I love.

"Y/N... no... that's not what I meant"

"We'll it sounded like it!"

"I carried it.. for 4 damn weeks..." my voice broke and I cried.

"What happened..."

"The doctor said it was because of the amount of stress I was exposed to..."

We fell in silence for a bit.

"That day at the hospital... you help your stomach and passed out- was- was that when..." his voice broke and he sobbed.

I just nodded and held my stomach tighter.

"Oh fuck..." he whispered.

"Who knows?"

"No one..." I said.

"You weren't going to tell me we're you?"

I looked at him and then a the floor.

"Don't you think I deserved to know? I'm the father..."

"I-I..."

We heard the doorbell ring. It was our families.

"I'll go answer..." I said wiping my tears and leaving the room.

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