Lee-
"If you want to kill me, do it now and bury me right here near my mother's grave." He said and looked at me while I was lying on the floor.
I couldn't understand a word he said as it didn't make sense, he started walking away from me and I couldn't stop him. Was this his plan to escape, he doesn't love me and was trying to run all this time. He used me?
"Where are you going?" I cried while he was leaving.
"Jordan, wh—where do you think you're going? You are going to leave me too?" I yelled again trying to suppress me teary and broken voice, watching him leave was the worst thing that could happen to me. I recalled when he was trying to resist those chains but couldn't leave because of me.
I probably felt the same pain he had gone through, but I can't lose him not when he's the only hope I have. I stood up while running into his direction as he was walking away from me.
"Ahhhh!" I yelled because of my ineptness as I tripped while running to catch him, I felt blood trickling from my elbow and knees but the real agony was in my heart. He was still walking like nothing happened and didn't care turning around and have a glance at me.
"Jo—Jordan, please don't walk away from me."
"I'm sorry, I'm--- sorry Jordan." I yelled again and ran without minding the blood, I hugged him from behind and he stopped for a while, my arms were locked not letting him escape and he tried really hard to move his shoulders in order to break free, he didn't stop moving neither wanted to face me, I could only hear him sighing at me trying to suppress his anger which was going to burst out in a few seconds.
"I'm sorry, Jordan." I said as tears rolled down from my eyes, I kept my head on his shoulder and I started crying horribly, I couldn't imagine he would walk away from me like this, when everything was starting to make sense. The pieces I collected after my father's death, were again scattered everywhere and Jordan was walking on them as he left me. I was still holding him in my embrace but he didn't stop moving.
"Kill me, that's your plan after all." He said in anger. I was shocked after hearing his words as I didn't have the slightest idea of what he was talking about, I never intended to kill him, why was he saying so?
"What? Why would I kill you?" I said and gripped my hands around him tightly.
"I heard him saying, it's your plan to kill me here." He said and I got surprised to the extent that my veins started exploding, how am I supposed to kill the only person I want to live for?
"Who?" I said and loosened the grip from his waist, I stood right in front him as I wanted to talk face-to-face. I held his hands and peered down on the floor because I didn't want him to see me crying.
"Enough with your bullshit, Lee. Don't you think I've had enough? How am I supposed to trust a scumbag like you, when all you've given, me is pain?" he said jerking my hand off and I couldn't match his eyes. I knew he was right; I caused him pain and ruined his life but I still can't let him go.
"You just wanted to fill the empty space as people close to you died, I'm nothing more than that, a rebound." He said and I again felt tears in my eyes. Nothing felt this painful ever, he was taking it all wrong and I could only see myself on edge.
"No, you weren't a rebound, you were my hope I clung onto. You were the reason why I wanted to wake up. You were the reason behind my smile, Jordan. You weren't a substitute, I---" I said taking a step in his direction, and cupped his face in my hands while looking him in the eyes.
"What about my smile? I had to give up on something I lived for, what about that?" he said again walking backwards, how am I going to explain everything inside my heart if he's going to be like that. The only thing I knew was that I can't let him go, call it obsession or madness, I don't give a fuck.
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Lee Tennyson
RomanceJordan was the popular fashion designer in the country. He was not new to struggles, however his life turns upside down when he is kidnapped by the known mafia, Lee Tennyson. Lee was known as the strongest mafia in New York. His fiancé Jasmine was k...