Ella's POV
I woke in the morning not feeling great so I called Martin to tell him I wouldn't be at work today. He was worried at first but I explained to him that I had a rough night, and that Derek was in town so he would look after me.
I was thankful that Derek was here, because when I needed a hug or to punch something he was here to do all of it. We discussed Christian a lot while he was here. At times it was to figure out how to keep everything out of the media, Derek wanted me to end things, but I couldn't bring myself to do it. I even signed the contract and put it on Christian's desk, we haven't seen each other since that night he came over. He didn't text me or call me, I thought after a few days that maybe he was no longer interested and that hurt the most, for some strange reason I felt I was more than a contract but I guess I wasn't By the second day of no phone calls no texts or even an email, I cried myself to sleep every night thinking
'you were never good enough for him' or
'you didn't think he would care for you did you'
those were the dark days I really appreciated Derek, it was difficult for me. Derek thought I had finally called it off with Christian, because I was a mess, I hated work, I was scared that I would bump into him and it would be awkward.It was now Monday and a new week, and still I haven't heard from Christian. I was busy trying to get some work done, when I received a call from Shirley
"Hi Ella Mr Williams would like to see you please"
I didn't know what to say I didn't expect to hear from him again.
"Shirley did he say what he needed?"
"Only that he needed to give you something"
Yep I can just guess what he wants to give me.
"Okay"
After she hung up I knew I didn't want to see him, he had officially not spoken to me or contacted me for five days, and now out of nowhere he was to give me something. I didn't know if I was excited that he finally needed me again or angry that he wanted his booty call again. I can't do this, I looked up and saw Barb walk pass. What was she doing here?
"Hey Barb, what are you doing here?"
"Hey Ella, I was here to see Marg, she was just telling me about Tony and Lena" obviously gossiping as usual
"What are you doing now?"
"Nothing I was just walking around chatting with everyone"
she was fishing for more gossip
"Oh you wouldn't mind doing me a hugh favour would you?"
"Sure anything for you babe"
"Have you ever been to the top floor?"
"Oh my gosh No" she said a little to excited
"Could you please get a document that Mr Williams has for me I would go but I'm kind of busy, it shouldn't take you to long"
Barb was practically jumping with excitement "Yes of course"
I know he won't be happy but right now I really don't care.I continued to work away but my mind was drifting to Christian what I would give to see his reaction when he sees Barb, I would pay anything to see it.
15 minutes had passed since Barb left before I saw my phone ring, it displayed Christians name, I didn't want to speak to him, I needed time.I walked over to Martins office and knocked on the door
"Hey Martin would you mind if I take lunch a little early today"
"Sure, is everything alright?"
"Yeah I've got to run an errand before midday that's all"
"Yeah no problem"
I grabbed my bag and walked out, when I got outside the iphone rang, I can't answer it. I found a bench and just sat there holding the iphone it rang several times and then my own personal mobile started ringing, I just sat there, I had no where to go and I was feeling useless, I couldn't hold it in anymore I just cried, this is what my life has resulted to, meaningless sex for him and an emotional roller coaster for me.
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RomanceBook 1 of 3 One powerful, merciless and gorgeous man. One indecisive, intelligent and beautiful woman. When they meet sparks fly. Are they destined to be together. He wants something from her and she has something to keep from him. One question, One...