and, to be honest

00:13

are you out yet ? by anatomy rabbit is playing on the phone while he folds his clothes in his bedroom. gun is almost done until he gets to the white hoodie and looks up to stare at the bag full of tinn's clothes by his desk.

it's been a few days since they last saw each other. he doesn't have the courage to go through the bag, afraid that he'll miss tinn even more.

gun shakes his head, continuing to fold his clothes and putting them aside when he was done. gun gets up from the floor to pick the bag up and turns it upside down, making all the clothes fall on the bed.

fuck, if only it still smelled like tinn.

his peach scent.

"argh!" gun groans whilst covering his ears — a habit when he's stressed or annoyed. he couldn't stop thinking about tinn again; he hates it when this happens. gun hates how much he is still in love with tinn when the other boy despises him.

both would still be in a relationship if only gun communicated. he blames himself everytime for it. he hated himself for being so weak and scared. gun truly loves tinn, but he was struggling with his mental health and tinn was moving countries too? it just got worse.

at first he thought he could handle it and everything else without tinn. but it wasn't easy after all. gun couldn't handle the long distance and he didn't want to distract or bother tinn from his studies with it.

till this day no one knows why gun ended the relationship. he is embarrassed over how he feels and of what the others might say. gun knows all of his friends care about him. they'll do their best to understand his situation. however, sometimes it's just not that easy to open up.

gun sigh, shaking the thoughts off his head and reaching for his phone to change the song when he saw a text from por.

cutiepor

daily checkup!
how are you >__<

fuck YOU and YOUR >__<

how fucking are you

i'm okay
you?

i was fine until you texted

you texted ME?

don't make me unsend my messages

YOU DISGUST ME

lower your letters
don't yell at me

.

that's what i thought
also not to be weird
but are you sure you're okay? you have been covering your ears a lot lately

no no i'm okay

then what's with the covering?
is it because of tinn
i don't want to cross boundaries or anything
but last time you covered your ears like this was when your mum got hospitalised

umm

and after that you never did it again until tinn moved back
you know you can tell me anything right? especially the reason why you broke up with him?

yeah i know

only if you're comfortable
i don't want to force you

do you promise not to judge me

of course!!!
bff don't judge each other (Lying)
IM SORRY BABE it just felt like i had to make a joke in the middle of the conversation

😭
Hngghgg ARGHANHASNBS.....
i hate how you are right
it is about tinn
i like him

then why did you end things?

CAN YOU WAIT I WAS ABOUT TO TELL YOU

LOWER YOUR LETTERS I SAID
sorry please continue i love you

i was just struggling with my mental health so i couldn't handle the long distance
tinn did know i was struggling, but i didn't want to bother him more you know
so i just broke up and blocked him everywhere he could contact me on
please just listen i don't want any comfort
you know tinn told me multiple times to communicate no matter what, but i just couldn't do it
i love him, por 😭😭😭😭😭😭
🤬🤬😱👎👎👎👎😒😒🙄🙄🙄

i'm so happy you're finally talking to me about this

FUCK YOU

i said I'M HAPPYF????????
proud of you for opening up
now imagine you did the same, but to tinn! 😱

and this is when i block you!
kys por

awe 💘 you first
WHY NOT

he hates me???? what else

i'm pretty sure he doesn't

ask tiwson then

• quick por's pov •

tiwson. (i have the biggest crush on him)

hey sweetheart
i miss you
hello
por?
??????
HELLO????
what did i do now
is it because i didn't pay for popcorn
I PAID FOR THE MOVIE TICKETS
okay i'm the wrong one
forgive me

does tinn hate gun?

HELLO????

just answer

yeah

what kind of hate?

the i wish i never have to see your face ever again kind

we can work on that
thanks

not going to talk to me?

busy w gun

okay
i'm busy with dao

she's into women

POR PLEASEEEDEEEEEEEEEEE

cutiepor

okay you weren't lying

🤷‍

BUT i'm sure he would understand if you told him
you know how tinn is

what if he has changed

😒
wait
why did tiw just text me that
no fucking way
how can you call that hate

what??

you and tinn had sex at the reunion party

wdym? what did he sWHAT

YOU SNEAKY SLUT

he turned his phone off in panic, sliding it under the pillow and looking away. how did tiw know? did tinn tell him?

oh my goodness. tomorrow's going to be a rough day for gun.